Things I wish I said

I despise him!

Sometimes it's okay to hate someone.

It's hard to admit it, but I despise him!

The way he treats you, the way he speaks to you.

It's poisonous and you know it.

You are drinking poison and you are aware of it.

yet you can't stop.

You've been so close to dropping him, but you think that you are too weak.

I know you can do it and you understand that you have to do it.

But you hold on, it's almost like your life depends on that person.

I believe in you, I know you're stronger than you think.

I'm trying my best, to keep you away and make you understand.

 you are worth more than you think.

It's a fucking pain in the ass to hear you cry or be upset because of him.

And I'm already tired of it and if I am tired I can only imagine how tired you are.