Just Whatever

March 29, 2022

Dear me and you,

18:33. I'd like to believe that I'm a good person. I try to, but I know that I'm not as good as everyone else in my class. Even if some people are assholes to other people, I still don't believe that I'm anything more than a failure.

I'm sorry for not being online and writing, I have a test tomorrow and I'm also supposed to be cleaning my room.

I cannot believe that my friend called me prettier than her. What does she think she looks like, a worm? All of my friends are so much prettier than I am. Sometimes I wonder why they even want to be my friend.

I'm starting to wonder if that guy who likes me actually likes me. I'm starting to believe that he's trying to fool me. Maybe he's not and it's just me second guessing myself, but I'm just not sure what to do. I don't want to ask him about it because I feel like I'll just look stupid. I know that no one is actually reading these, but if someone magically finds this, help.

If I can get my room cleaned fast enough, I'm going to go to a Fan Expo. I'm excited for that.

Anyways, that's all that I have to fill you in on, have a lovely day :)

-18:46