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Right now you and Simon were in his room on his bed making out cause you two still had time till you both had to meet clary at java Jones for coffee and to find out if she got in into the are school she applied to, what clary didn't know was that that you and Simon have been together for 2 years under her nose, what you did know was that clary and Simon's friend Marianne had a huge crush on Simon and does not know how to take a hint.
While you and simon were making out he slyly raised his hands and slapped your ass hard while groping it, you moaned when he did this and that gave his access to explore your mouth with his tongue ( and let's just say simon knows how to work his tongue even though he seems so innocent and like a cinnamon roll but under all of that he is freakyyyy) having you grind your hips into his pelvis and feel him getting hard under you, but before you two could go any further Simon's alarm went off telling you both that you had to head out to the coffee shop so clary doesn't get suspicious of where you are because let's be honest clary is just straight up jealous of you
why, we will never know because any time someone asked her she made herself either look like the victim or go crying to your stepmother Jocelyn fray/ Fairchild who just straight up hated you from the start like literally she just flat up said " eww why do i have to have an black THING she obviously wont be any good for me in the future" yup she said that.
But don't get it twisted it hurt to know that no one from your so called family loved you but in the end you were all good and had a good childhood because of the one and only..... Luke, why because since the frays had took you in he saw the way the ignored you and didn't make and effort to get to know you especially when you came out to them with everyone you knew who in reality were not a lot of people just Simon, clary,jocelyn, and luke at the time because you did not know Marianne at the time only clary and simon did.
When you came out as pan sexual to them their reactions were all very different ( clary,jocelyn were both disgusted and felt shame that you would be like that) simon and luke both just said they already knew because since you trust them the most they are always the first people to know know about what's going on in your life and how you are feeling in the moment cause at random times you would just black out and your eyes would get glossy and you would look like you were dead and they would get scared or if you going into a box where you just stop caring about everything and just don't try anymore , that's when luke and Simon get really concerned because when you are in that state you always say the truth even when people don't want an answer and your tongue is sharp as nails on a chalkboard .... Scary.
