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It has been quite the walk and Louis hates that he wants to be such a good friend. Walking is not his hobby and he has been doing that for the past two hours, his feet are hurting and fucking Harry is next to him and he looks so good.
"Do you know where you're walking?" Harry asks after a while. "Because I'm pretty sure I just saw a sign pointing the other way."
"I'm pretty sure you promised me to shut up." Louis rolls his eyes. Okay so he missed the sign but he is too stubborn to turn around and listen to Harry. There must be another way to the top as well, Louis is sure.
"Louis, stop." Harry sighs. "I know the message was not-"
"Was not what, Harry?" Louis snaps. "You were clearly done with me and now I'm done with you too so leave me alone, please." Louis tries to sound harsh but the voice crack reveals how vulnerable he is.
"I'm not done with you. If I were, then I wouldn't have been here."
"Well, I don't care that you are here."
"You say many times that you don't care, all have been a lie." Harry states. "Don't forget that I can see through you, and Louis please don't be stubborn. We have to go that way. Think about Zayn, you want to be there before him, right?"
Louis rolls his eyes and then turns around, shoulder bumping into Harry while mumbling 'Zayn's at least not a dick.'
After listening to Harry, they manage to get on the top of the mountain. It's absolutely breath taking and Louis wishes they were on good terms, that they could actually enjoy this view together.
They are not though.
"Let's just start decorate. I got a message from Zayn that he will be here in 45 minutes." Louis sighs. He takes the bag that Zayn gave him and unloads it. There's a bag with rose petals, candles and lucifers. It's cute, really cute.
"I knew I had to bring my own stuff." Harry shakes his head.
"What do you mean?" Louis asks, unpacking the candles.
"Louis, we are on top of a mountain in Hawaii, surrounded by the ocean. It's windy, candles don't stay lit when there's wind."
Louis rolls his eyes again. Fucking Harry with his big brain. He hates it that he has been right since they got here.
"What's your plan then mister know it all?" Louis crosses his arms.
"I actually brought stuff myself." Harry takes his bag from his shoulder and takes out stuff. He has glass bowls where he puts in the rose petals and a speaker connected to his phone. A romantic playlist is put on. He has brought fairly lights on batteries and lays them down on the rocks surrounding them. By the time Zayn and Perrie are here, the sun will go down. The fairy lights will give the most romantic effect ever. Harry keeps decorating and Louis can't help to just watch him in awe. How can someone have such a romantic soul?
"Do you like it?" Harry asks when he has finished.
It's amazing. I wish you did this for me, for us. But you are going to marry my sister, amazing life right?
"It's alright." Louis shrugs.
"Louis... I'm sorry about the message." Harry says carefully.
"I really don't want to discuss this now."
"We still have like ten minutes before they arrive. Louis, I..."
"I got it, Harry. I don't need your explanation."
"You do need it because you see things completely wrong."
"I think I see things exactly the way they are."
"You don't! For god's sake, Louis don't be stubborn for a minute and listen to me!" Harry groans, fingers tangled in his hair out of frustration. It makes Louis take a step back.
"No, you fucking listen to me, Styles! You have no idea how your message made me feel because only 24 hour before that bloody thing came on my phone you promised me to help me and support me. You were acting like you cared about me, saying you were about to figure me out, saying that you know me and fucking hell you do know me. You told me I have to put myself first, Harry, that I have to love myself. Well, I'm taking that advice and I don't need people in my life that play with my feelings like you did. You can't say you care about me, make me feel safe and break down my walls only for you to ditch me the day after. I'm not going to let it happen again. My sister says one thing and you are willing to let me feel like complete shit."
"Don't you get how difficult this is for me as well? I'm engaged to your sister, Louis and the only thing I think about is spending time with you, how you are doing and how I wish I was with you!" Harry yells back.
"Well that wasn't really clear in your message, Harry. I think I must have misinterpreted Sorry, it's better if we take some distance." Louis rolls his eyes, his famous sass coming back when he is feeling hurt.
"I'm stuck here, okay? It shouldn't even be difficult for me. I should just want to do whatever Lottie wants me to do, but you fucking change everything." Harry starts to cry and he is pulling his hair.
"Don't pull your hair, you idiot!" Louis says. "You're going to hurt yourself!"
"It's not like you care, Louis!" Harry sobs. "You tell me every five seconds you don't."
"It's not like it matters to you if I care or not." Louis shoots back. "Because first you literally treated me like trash without even knowing me and when we got closer you texted me to keep some distance. I don't know what of those two is even the trashiest, Harry!"
"Do you think I'm able to tell you in your face I need distance while it's not even something I want?"
"If you don't want it then why you say it? Because fuck, Harry it hurts so much. You were not supposed to be someone that hurts me." Louis' eyes are tearing as well now. "You are someone that made me happy and it should have stayed that way. You weren't supposed to... I let you in and... You're leaving me, and- " Louis isn't able to get out of his words, his throat is stuck because of the crying.
"I'm not leaving you, Louis. Fuck, I'm never leaving you." Harry pulls Louis into his body and kisses his hair. "I'm so sorry I was even considering being more distant. It doesn't work. I'm here because I want to spend time with you, Louis. Every single excuse is good enough to be with you. I'm finally myself, Louis and you make that happen every single time we are together. I'm just scared, okay?"
"Why are you scared?" Louis' voice is muffled because his head is hidden in the crook of Harry's neck, Louis' safe space.
"Because if I do what I want to do so badly, I'm getting in so much trouble." Their foreheads are touching now, Louis feels Harry breathing on his face, he feels the tension, feels Harry's heartbeat going on the same rhythm as is own.
"I know exactly what you mean." Louis' voice is only a whisper, his finger tracing Harry's cheek.
"But do you think it's worth the risk?"
And just when Louis is about to answer, the boys can hear Perrie's giggles and Zayn's laughter.
"Let's go!" Harry grabs Louis' hand and they quickly hide behind a rock. Harry takes his professional camera to snap pictures and Louis has his phone ready to record everything. He wishes he could enjoy the moment, being a part of a milestone of his best friend's life, but the only thing he can think about is how close he was with harry, and if he was ready to risk it all...
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