Troublinson in paradise |Larry Stylinson|

Chapter Thirty Two

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"Baby!" Louis squeals when Harry comes back with a cup of tea and a muffin just like he promised. Harry puts them on the small bedside table and catches Louis that jumps in his arms. He twirls him around and a huge smile is on his face when he feels Louis smiling in the crook of his neck. He gently puts him down on the bed and then leans in for a quick kiss. Harry tastes like coffee and vanilla, it makes Louis' head turn. Kissing Harry is like an addiction.

"Thank you for the tea, darling." Louis smiles, taking the cup from the table and taking a sip. "Want to share the muffin?"

"I got some cake already, thanks though Lou."

"I want to cuddle you while you tell me about your conversation with Lottie." Louis puts his cup aside again and pulls Harry on the bed between his knees. He starts to play with his curls, braiding some parts while he listens to Harry speak.

"So, we basically were on the same page. She said that we haven't been really good for each other for a while now and she's right. We weren't in love, Louis I think we both just chose the safest option, not the one that makes us the happiest."

"What option makes you the happiest?" Louis asks.

"I would say you but again, you're not an option." Harry's eyes are closed, enjoying Louis' touches and a smug smile on his face.

"I wanted to talk about something actually as well, with you..." Louis' voice is small and he sounds vulnerable. It makes Harry turn around and eye Louis worriedly.

"What's up, baby?" He's sitting crossed legs and holds Louis' hands in his own.

"I get if you don't want to tell- I mean I'm not- you shouldn't feel but,... Do you think you will ever come out? With me?" He bites his lip, tasting the blood already. Louis is scared, scared that he is not good enough for Harry to be on his arm for everybody to see.

"You think I'm going to keep you hidden?" Harry's eyes are big. "Louis, I want to spend my life with you, literally every single second." Harry rubs Louis' hand with his thumb. "I really like you, Louis and I'm falling in love with you, deeply." He confesses. "You got me in your spell from the first time I laid eyes on you."

"You are the sweetest, but I'm scared." Louis admits. "I'm only out to you, Zayn and Fizzy." He has tears in his eyes. "I know I'm not going to lose my best friend. Zayn will be by my side whatever will happen. Fizzy and I have an unbreakable bond, but the rest of my family will hate me. I'm so happy that we are together, but I'm going to lose my family again, I will be on the streets again..."

"You won't." Harry shakes his head. "You won't end up on the streets Lou because I always have a place for you. You can stay with me." Harry says. "And your family... It will be difficult in the beginning but they love you! My family won't be happy with this in the beginning either, but isn't it the most important that we are happy with each other?"

Louis looks up, blue teary eyes connecting with Harry's green ones as he nods.

"As long as I have you, I'm okay H. I'm so scared that one day I will lose you."

"But you won't." Harry assures him. "Don't you feel it? The way we just clicked? It's the universe, Louis. If you weren't here, I would have married Lottie but you are and you put my whole life upside down in a good way, the way I exactly needed."

"I wasn't even sure if I would come..." Louis confesses. "I really wasn't but there was something in me that pulled me here."

"Where have you been staying those three years?" Harry asks. "You don't have to tell me, it's just that... I have been following everybody wondering where you were and I'm just curious where your home was."

"I don't want to talk about it." Louis says. "The most important thing is that I really found a home now, not in a place but in a person. You make me feel good about myself, H, you make me feel valuable and loved and comfortable. If it's alright then I would really like to come back to England, with you..."

"Of course I want to." Harry nods. "Yeah, no doubt in my mind I want to." He has a huge smile on his face.

"Is it alright with you that we enjoy our time here together and we come out once we're back home?" Louis asks. "I just- Everybody is so happy and I don't want to ruin it."

"Yeah, I follow you in that." Harry agrees. "It will be a bomb already when Lottie and I announce tonight that there won't be a wedding. Saying right after that there is also good news because I'm dating her brother now won't be really... I don't think it will be very much appreciated right after."

Louis laughs a little bit.

"Just imagine how that goes. Ladies and gentlemen, we announce that Lottie and I won't get married. I'm off sucking her brother's dick. Ciao bitches."

"It would be a little bit funny." Harry laughs. "Just for a second though, I think my mom will faint. We're not even out as gay and now we also have to throw to them we are romantically involved."

"Nobody says romantically involved, Harry." Louis rolls his eyes.

"I couldn't ask you yesterday because I was technically still engaged but, am I your boyfriend?" Harry asks. The question makes Louis' heart stop, breath stuck in his throat. He would have never thought he'd have a boyfriend, like ever. Louis was even sure he would never end up in a serious relationship but now the boy that he likes asks him...

"Do you want to be my boyfriend, Haz?" Louis asks, biting his lips.

"Yeah, yeah I would like that, to know that we're exclusive, that you're mine and I'm yours, only yours." Harry nods.

"I'm yours already." Louis breathes out. "But I very much want us to be boyfriends. Oh god, it sounds so good." Louis makes a small jump so he is lying on top of Harry. "

"You think you're ready to spend the rest of your life with me?" Louis asks, eyes piercing through Harry. "Because once you agree officially on being my boyfriend, I'm not letting you go, Styles." Louis teases.

"I have never been so sure of something in my life."