Infatuated || PJM ✓

Chapter 2

"No way in the hell I am going to forget this night", he whispered, sucking my collarbone and pressing my right boob and finally falling himself next to me on that small yet comfortable bed.

 I grinned in victory as he turned and snuggled in my naked body while his right hand traced my belly button, "You are still so tight."

I played with his silky hair. Everything was going well until a sudden darkness sank me in itself and the only voice I could hear was: This is your last time. I gasped, trying to open my eyes but the lids felt so heavy. I wanted to scream but nothing was ready to come out of my throat. I felt like dead but still breathing. As the sweat beads collided against my forehead, I felt relieved listening to my hand slapping against his bare back, he was close to me.

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Fluttering my eyes open, I yawned and stretched my arms ready to hug him but I jumped at my place as I felt a sudden emptiness, he was gone... once again?

"Jimin?... Jimin?!", I screamed hoping to see him walk out of the bathroom but my heart ached and tears lined up on the brim as I saw a maid walking in with a slightly worried facial expression, "Mrs. Park? Master went to wor-", I threw at her the empty glass cutting her off as she dodged it and looked at me with fear, "OUT OF MY ROOM!", I bellowed as she ran out and I pulled my hair out of frustration. He was no doubt driving me crazy. I was so madly in love with him. Park Jimin was, is and will forever be my weakness.

Stepping down the bed, I walked inside the bathroom and closed the door behind me. Standing closer to the faucet, I turned on the tap making sure the water was loud enough for anyone to hear me. My eyes widened as I looked at my reflection. How pathetic and creepy I looked now. I was getting scared of my own self yet he said I am still the prettiest woman? He still loves me? I smiled and soon started laughing like a maniac but suddenly my vision blurred as the tears started to fall endlessly, "W-Why did I fall sick? Why did he become so distant?"

Drying my hair, I walked towards the balcony, my eyes beamed a hidden joy seeing the birds flying, sun shining, people walking, wind blowing and a hope to live again developing in me. I inhaled the fresh air happily, a small smile plastered on my lips looking at the teenage couple walking carefree, hand in hand and so much in love. We were like this once too. A happy, carefree and beautiful couple. He was still the same beautiful young man but I looked like his grandmother.

Letting my hair dry in the natural air, I dropped myself on the chair and pulled out my phone. Humming to my favorite song being played as the ringtone of my best friend's call, I waited for him to lift it up, "Hyungsik ~ ", I chirped happily as he just hummed. Was my best friend bored of me now too?

Finally it was time for me to get back to bed. I had been out of the bed for longer hours today and if Jimin gets to know this he will... I don't know what his reaction will be? He still cares for me, right? Wrapping myself in the sheets I sighed looking at the clock, "3: 28 pm... What will he be doing right now?"