Last Kiss

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I spent a couple of hours with my mom. We didn't really do much but watch whatever was on the TV that piqued my interest. There were times when she would bring me some food, and I would gladly eat it. Although I am a mess, I do realize I have to take care of my health. 

I had left my phone in my pocket the whole time I was with her. I didn't want to talk to anyone else right now. Well, that was until...

"(Y/n)! Kenny is here!" What? No, I didn't hear that right. How would he have even gotten here? "Come on, get up!" Mom was now pulling on my arms to get me standing. 

"What is he doing here?" I mumbled. As I have previously mentioned; I am a mess. Literally. Those few hours of just sitting on a couch that could swallow you really do things to you. "I look horrible." 

"It's not like you're meeting the president. And I am 100% sure Kenny has seen you look worse." I can just hear mom roll her eyes as I finally stand up. "They'll be out in a second!" She yells, pushing me out of the living room. "Come on, I left the door open. I don't need bugs coming in!" 

I eventually make it to the front door. It wasn't open much, just a couple of inches. I take a deep breath in and open the door the rest of the way. Kenny is standing there, his back facing me. "I'm sorry to randomly show up, I just got worried when you randomly left. But... Your mom told me you were here." He still didn't turn around. However, I did. Mom was around the corner and I could see her head peaking out. I wanted to yell at her for telling him where I was, but I just stepped outside. Kenny takes a couple of steps away from me and looks at me. "I don't want this to be a bad... Break. I don't want either of us thinking this is the end of us... Right?" He looks nervous. I can tell because he won't look me in the eyes and he won't stop trying to crack his knuckles, which is something I noticed over the years. When he's nervous, he would do stretches or try to crack his knuckles or fingers or whatever bone he wants. 

"I don't want this to be a break-up, either Kenny. Just a pause on our relationship. We both want the same thing. But I don't think... Right now is the right time." I sit down on the top step of the stairs. I pat the spot next to me. Kenny nods and sits. "I love you, I always will. I just don't think we should... Quite get married just yet." I look at him. He still won't look at me. "And even though we are on a break, I want us to still be able to talk about each other, okay? I just think the both of us need some time to ourselves to figure things out." 

"Yeah... I agree. I don't want us to do this and then just be right back where we were at. I want us to both be okay and want to be back to what we had. It'll just be a little different." He goes to look at me, but quickly looks away. "I just want us to both be happy and healthy and great!" He stands up and hands me something out of his pocket. "You don't have to wear it or anything, but I thought I would give it to you anyways... Just to have something."

In my hand is a ring. He didn't propose to me with a ring. Oh god, was he going to? "I... Don't know if I can take this, Kenny." It was beautiful. When did he even get it?

"Please, take it. You don't have to wear it as I said. I just don't want to be the one to hold onto it and potentially lose it. And who knows... You have it, you decide you want to get married, and you can wear it. Or you can just keep it as a ring to wear for whatever. I just, don't think I can keep it in my pocket anymore." His voice sounds so soft. I could just hear how upset he was. 

"Okay... I'll keep it then." I put it in my pocket. Kenny doesn't say anything and begins to walk away. I see he is headed towards a car that was still running. Maybe one of the guys at the house brought him? "Kenny!" 

He looks back at me. "Yeah?"

"Can you kiss me? One last time?" I smile at him. "I just thought it would be a nice way to say goodbye."

I can see him have a small smile on his face. He walks up to me and hugs me. He smells like a mix of pine and cigarettes. Yeah, he was definitely dropped off by someone. 

 A few seconds after, he leans in and says, "Goodbye, (Y/n)," before walking away. No last kiss. 

I watch as he gets in the car and they drive off. I sit back on the porch and pull out my phone and read some of the notifications I had gotten the last few hours. Kenny had messaged me several times asking where I went, and that he was worried. I had some messages from Wendy asking me how I was, and if we could hang out sometime soon. Sighing, I put my phone down beside me. The sky was getting dark due to it getting late into the evening. I could hear birds chirping and see them fly around me. As I sat there and really took everything in, I couldn't help but let out a muffled sob as I cover my mouth, realizing what was happening. It all just hit me at once. 

(a/n: hello!! I hope you guys like this chapter :') I was like listening to last kiss by taylor swift while writing it and felt very emotional and sappy so... enjoy!) 

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