(South Park Kenny X Reader Pt.2)

Talk

I parted my lips from hers and we both sat there for a second. "Hello? I thought I would ask before randomly walking in." It was Kenny. It was Kenny! It was Kenny? 

"Uh, give us a second!" Wendy yells, standing up. She turns the light on and her face was the most red I have ever seen it be. She pulls me up and throws her blanket onto her bed. She opens the door and smiles at Kenny. "Hey! What's up!" Her voice was shaky.

"Oh, shit." He looks at the both of us. "I didn't realize this was your place. I just wanted to sit somewhere quietly for a second since I just got here and wasn't quite ready for... This." He looks at me for a second. I felt guilty looking at him. Just a few seconds ago I was almost making out with one of my best friends. "How have you been?"

"You guys can have my room!" Wendy randomly suggested. "Um, you can catch up and um talk, and yeah! I'll go now!" She ran out before either of us could say anything. 

Kenny stood still in front of me. "Was she always that weird?" He asked. I could tell he wasn't serious.

"Oh, she's been weirder," I tell him, going more into Wendys' room. "Here, sit with me." 

I pat the spot next to me and he clears his throat before looking behind him and walking into the room. He slowly steps towards me and sits there. We don't say anything for a few seconds.

"I miss you," He tells me. "I really do. I wish we could sort this shit out within five seconds. But I know you have shit going on. And besides, you just got a new place with Wendy. Wouldn't it be kind of useless to make a decision now all of a sudden?" He smiles at me, before letting out a sigh. "But, I do want you to take your time. I will be here for you, (y/n). I always will be. Even if we just have to be friends. Or you know... Friends with benefits." He wiggles his eyebrows at me and I elbow him lightly. 

"Wow, I cannot believe you just suggested that to someone you were almost engaged to." I laugh, before looking down at my hands. "I don't want us to take this break and then realize that it was for nothing. I want us to get back together at some point. I love you so much, Kenny. And I don't want to find out I have been wasting years on you.." I look back at him and he looks hurt. I worded that wrong, oh fuck.

"If we broke up, would you think you wasted some years with me?" He hissed at me. His eyes said it all. 

"Wait, fuck, no I didn't mean to say it like that. I meant as in like..."

"What? What if we don't get married then this was all for nothing?" He stands up. 

"No, Kenny. I didn't mean it like that. I just don't want us putting so much time into each other and to find out we aren't each others person." He scoffs at me, "I don't think this would have been a waste in any situation!" I felt like I was cornered. "I don't know! I just know I love you and that we loved each other and that we have to be fine!" I could feel myself crying. 

My throat was dry. "I just don't want you to think I was a waste of time, no matter what." He wraps his arms around me. "I didn't mean to make you cry. I'm just upset that you could have thought about me in that way, (y/n). I really am sorry," He hugs me tightly. It felt great to be in his arms again. Hugging him back, I could feel my face dry and my throat the opposite. 

I put my face into the side of his neck and took a deep breath in. He smelt like the cologne I had bought him for Christmas last year. "I'm so in love with you, I don't want this pause to be a forever thing. I... Think I will give myself a week. I'll give myself a week to think about our future and what we should do. You could move in here with Wendy and I. I'm sure she wouldn't mind." I explain to him. He pulls away and looks down at me. His eyes were so comforting to look into. 

"I don't want you to feel rushed. I want you to take your time and do what you think is right for you." He kisses my forehead. God, I've missed the feeling of his lips. I lean my head up, and he kisses down the bridge of my nose. Moving my head again, his lips connect with mine. I couldn't help but begin to run my fingers through his hair. I have missed feeling him so much. I just want to run my hands down to his back. He carefully puts me against a wall and kisses me all over my face and eventually to my neck. It feels good. Really good. Of course, this has happened... And more... Before but it has been what feels like forever. He takes his signature jacket off and quickly takes off his shirt. My face felt warm as if it was the first time I have ever seen him shirtless before. "Like what you see?" He says flirtatiously to me. 

Before I could answer, he kisses me and I can feel his hand on my waist. God, I have missed Kenny so fucking much.

(a/n: writing 18+ feels so cringe to me??? 😭 so yall probably gonna have to like.. imagine what happens next. or maybe ill put pieces into the next chapter 🤪)