𝗯𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝗼𝗳 𝗯𝗼𝘁𝗵 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗹𝗱𝘀 || 𝘇𝗱𝗵

𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚏𝚒𝚟𝚎

𝘆/𝗻 𝗽𝗼𝘃
three months had gone by and i was still
hanging out with both corbyn and zach. i really
liked corbyn but i just found myself wanting to
hang out with zach while i was with corbyn. i
connect more with zach. i feel like he
understands me more.

𝘇𝗮𝗰𝗵 𝗽𝗼𝘃
y/n is amazing i feel like i've known her forever.
talking to girls i usually get nervous. but
talking to her is so easy. she's not like other
girls...she's real. we've had great
conversations these past few months. we've
told eachother a lot. i feel like i can tell her
secrets i can't tell other people.

"how come zach and corbyn both found girls
on this tour and i didn't?" daniel asked. "gotta
put yourself out there more dude" jack replied
with a laugh. "guys she's amazing i don't know
how to describe her other than amazing" zach
said. "i know how you feel zach nessa is
great... we have such great conversations"
corbyn said.

𝘆/𝗻 𝗽𝗼𝘃
zach and i have been hanging out after every
show. me and corbyn usually hang out during
the day. but tonight after the show zach said
he had something to tell me. i got really
nervous i knew he didn't know the secret but
what could he possibly have to tell me? the
show ended and as soon as it was over i went
back to the bus to change so i could meet
zach.

i walked into one of the dressing rooms...where
me and zach usually meet to just talk. and he
wasn't in there. i heard a knock at the door. it
was corbyn. i froze. "oh sorry i was just looking
for somebody" he said. "that's ok" i replied
nervously. "oh you're y/n right?" he asked.
"yes i am" i replied. "zach has told me so
much about you i can't believe we haven't met
until now" he said. "well i'm always busy you
know helping nessa and everything" i replied.
which was a lie i never met the boys as y/n
because i didn't know if they would recognize
me or not.

"speaking of nessa have you seen her i've
been looking for her?" he asked. "um she said
she wanted to go to bed early tonight sorry" i
replied hoping he'd believe that. "oh ok well
that's fine i'll just talk to her tomorrow...thanks
anyway" he said. zach walked into the room.
"oh hey corbyn what are you doing in here?"
he asked. "oh i was just looking for nessa...but
i was just leaving" he replied. "i'll see you guys
later" he said.

"hey sorry it took me so long jonah needed
help looking for his phone" zach said. "it's ok i
haven't been here long" i replied. we talked for
a while then i remembered that zach said he
had to tell me something. "so...you told me you
had something to tell me." i asked him "right...i
do" he said. "i've only known you for a few
months and that's not a very long time...but i
know how i feel about you. i know i can tell you
anything and you won't tell anyone else. i
know that we're honest with eachother. and
that's why i feel that your the only one i can
truly be myself around" he said while staring
into my eyes.

"when the band got big it was exciting at first.
but as time went on i missed school and my
friends back home. i feel like there's a part of
my life i'm missing. like i want to have a normal
life and a life where i'm in the band" he said
while tearing up. "zach i completely
understand how you feel" i replied with a
smile. "i'm so glad i can be honest with you. i
feel like the guys would laugh at me and make
fun of me if i told them i sometimes missed life
before fame" he said. "no matter what you
can always be honest with me" i said while
grabbing his hand. "and i know you'll always
be honest with me" he said with a smile.
"yea...always" i replied with a frown.

once again i found myself lying to someone
who is so honest with me. i like zach i really do
but...what if i tell him and he doesn't take it the
right way? what if he gets mad? what if he
tells the world? but i want to be with zach and
have no secrets between us.