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𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚜𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗

𝘆/𝗻 𝗽𝗼𝘃
I haven't talked to zach in a few days and it's
the last night of tour. i wish i could just fix
everything. actually if i'm wishing for stuff...i
wish there was no secret at all. i wish he just
knew. then i could stop lying to him.

usually when i get ready for the shows i do it
on the bus so there isn't a chance of anyone
seeing y/n walk into a room and nessa walk
out of the room. but tonight i decided since it
was the last night of tour i'd change it up a bit
and just be extra careful. i text zach from
graces phone to wish him good luck
tonight...no response.

𝘇𝗮𝗰𝗵 𝗽𝗼𝘃
tonight is the last night of tour and i'm sad
tour is over. but i'm glad that after tonight i
can move on from the whole y/n situation. she
text me earlier but i didn't respond. i'm still
mad about what happened. but apart of me
feels bad that i didn't give her a chance to
explain herself. but i want to stop feelin bad
and get ready for the last show.

𝘆/𝗻 𝗽𝗼𝘃
i'm excited for the show tonight it'll be good to
just have one last good show to end tour. i'm
sad it's ending but i'll be glad when i can get
back home and go back to school and be with
my friends again. and forget the whole zach
and corbyn situation. i'm putting all my
problems aside for tonight. this show i'm
giving my all for the fans.

as i was walking to the stage the why don't we
boys were walking backstage from finishing
their performance. zach looked really down.
but the other boys approached me and wished
me good luck. i walked over to zach. "you guys
sounded really good tonight" i said with a soft
smile. "thanks i guess" he replied. "hey look
i'm sorry things didn't work out between you
and m- y/n...i'm sorry things didn't work out
between you and y/n" i said nervously. "trust
me... me too. you know i really thought we had
something but now the whole thing feels like it
was just a lie" he said while tearing up. "zach
that's not true let me expl-" i said while being
dragged on stage by grace.

i felt like i was in my head the whole show. i
couldn't live with myself knowing zach thinks i
was lying to him. which i mean technically i
was, but i had a good reason. i hope one day
he'll understand that. i tried not thinking about
him. but for some reason that's all i could think
about the whole show.

i looked out into the crowd. "these past few
months touring the world have been the best
and worst months of my life. i've met so many
amazing people. but i've had obstacles getting
here. and i've made mistakes along the way.
i'm still making them. but if you're here tonight
and you have a dream hold onto it. and hold
onto the people who help you accomplish that
dream. i love you guys. thank you so much for
all of your support." i said as i walked off the
stage.

i got off the stage and as soon as i saw grace i
ran up to her and just started crying. "is it
zach?  is it corbyn? is it the tour ending?" she
asked. "yes" i replied. she wrapped her arms
around me and told me everything would work
out. but after tonight zach is going to go home
and forget about me and everything that we
had together. and corbyn is going to go home
thinking i've ignored him these past few
months for no reason.