The worst kind of pain is when you're smiling just to stop the tears from falling...
*listen to skinny love -Birdy *
Samantha's P.O.V
I stayed in my room all day listening to music just crying i feel like everybody hates me well i know that now but i hurt can't stop thinking about it i have to go back there tomorrow just the thought of it made me cry even more.. why do things like this have to happen to me what did i do to deserve this I've been nice to everybody and i get this in return. I get up go over to my laptop and log on to twitter then i see the worst and most hurtful picture anybody in my position could ever see.. i saw Justin and Miley tounge kissing and another picture of them playing games at the arcade wow that broke my heart so much more.. i can't believe that i believed he might... just might like me well i was so wrong. then i saw i had 5 notifications i clicked on them and saw a bunch of people calling me names and saying the most hurtful things i can't think how people can do this to other people we all have feelings it hurts so much i can't stop tears from falling i just want friends i want to be that girl everybody likes but instead im the girl everybody hates i don't have any friends i now get bullied how much worst can it get...i read the tweets it mostly says how much of a "slut" i am people are so mean and stupid to believe a lie MILEY would tell she lies everyday. Then i saw i had a message i opened it and it was from Justin maybe he was saying sorry it read "I DON'T LIKE YOU YOUR A UGLY WHORE AND I WILL NEVER LIKE YOU BITCH! " i broke down after i read it i just sobbed and cried how could he say that after the talk in the car he broke his promise and he broke my heart i know that there is more to head my way i crawl into bed and just lay there and think 'should i tell my mom about this shes the only person i have left now.. i miss my dad if he was here he would have knew what to do.." I heard the front door open then my moms voice.
"SAMANTHA YOU HOME BUD!" she said in a happy tone at least she's having a Good day.
"YES MOM" i yell back then i hear footsteps outside my door then she comes and sit down on my bed and says.
"Buddy what's all the tissues for?" She said Laying down.
I turned to her and she saw my eyes watering and gasped and hugged me and i sobbed in her shoulder.
"Mom ev-everybody hates me" i cried She looked at me and said "awh sweetheart don't say that nobody hates you why would you say that " she said rubbing my back in soothing circles
"Because i have no friends and people are calling me names and saying they hate me" she looked confused.
"What kind of names are they calling you? " She said rocking us back and forth. I got up and walked over to my laptop and sat back down and gave it to her she looked at it and gasped and let a tear slip out and looked at me and gave me a huge hug and said
"how could people say that if they dont even know what you do you are not any of those things where did they get those awful things from?" She said crying
"A girl named Miley doesn't like me i don't even know why i never did anything to her and She told people i was a...a slut mom i don't know what i did to anyone to get this" i said crying god my heart hurts.
"Come here sweetie" she said holding me close to her. "You didn't do anything and you are not any of those names you are the sweetest,smartest most beautiful girl i know and you are my Daughter and also my best friend try not to let these things get to you i know this is a hard time but im here for you i love you and don't for get that ok" she kissed my forehead and i said "i won't forget it and i love you to mom " she patted my back got up walked to my door turned around and said "and whoever Miley is she's a slut not you don't let her get the best of you" she smiled i giggled and smiled and nooded my head i got up got dressed and told my mom i was doing to Starbucks for some coffee and a muffin i really don't wanna go to school tomorrow but ill go anyway ugh i hate to see what tomorrow brings
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Be like the cool kids (Justin bieber fanfic)
Fanfiction"just stop trying you'll never be with us plus your not even pretty " Miley said with a smile on her face at this point the whole lunch room was looking at us. i try to hold back the tears i look around the lunch room to see Justin looking in silenc...
