Survival Journey 18+ ON-HOLD

Aftermath 2

¶Aiyla PoV¶

" Do not look 
At the feet of those
Who broke you
"

- Rupi Kaur

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¶Recap¶

started begging him to stop but my begging only increased his anger.

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Neil did not even stop once to think about the consequences, he kept on abusing me, slapping me, beating me, calling me whore and whatnot and kept on screaming that I was only his and I only belong to him.

I was breathing but I know I was bruised and battered, my body was aching so much due to his kicks. I cried begging him to stop, begging him to leave me alone but he was so blinded by his resentment that he lost his ability to think.

Once I got a chance I pushed him hard and kicked him hard on his balls and tried to run away but I was so weak and in pain that I lost all my energy and all I could do was crawl...crawl to the bathroom door but in a second I was pulled hard by my ankles and Neil held both my hands and shackled my ankles with his both knees.

He started kissing me roughly I tried to turn my face away from him only to be slapped by him; 

-Neil "bitch now you have become so bold and strong to resist my kisses you fucking whore. You think you could get away from me so easily huh Aiyla tsk tsk that's where you are the wrong baby today "I'm going to make you mine forever, I'm going to imprint you today and your so-called Ronin won't be able to help you; he will hate you forever from today onwards". 

-Do you hear me you fucking slut?

-And for the fuck sake stop crying like I'm doing the wrong person here no Aiyla I'm not in the wrong I'm just trying to protect you, baby...protect you from the evil of this world.

I was crying so hard begging in my heart for someone to come and save me, oh! Did I mention that Neil had tapped my mouth so that I could not shout and call for help? Yes! I was also restrained from screaming, I was wailing and praying to God to save me or send someone to help me from this evil monster.

Tears kept falling from my eyes and I started thrashing around to save myself again but the more I tried saving myself the more he became violent.

I heard my phone ringing in the living room and again I tried to drag myself away from him but his restrain was so strong that I became unsuccessful in doing so.

Repeatedly, my mobile and the home phone kept on ringing and somewhere I knew it was Ronin who was calling me and I prayed that he would get a hint that I was in some kind of danger. 

Praying was the only thing I could do now! Please God save me...please God send Ronin to send me...Ronin please save me, please come to rescue me; Ronin...Ronin please hear me, my love...Ronin- my mind was screaming for him begging him to save me begging God to send him to me.

I was losing all my strength to fight and my will to survive, all I wanted was to die at that time. 

Again I was in the same helpless situation as it was 8 years ago, I slowly started giving up and let fate decide my destiny.

Neil was kissing and nibbling my neck, he started tearing my clothes away and I just laid below him like a broken and ragged moppet.

I was naked by now and I felt so disgusted and vulnerable. Every part of my body was hurting and due to the pain It was getting hard for me to stay conscious. I was trying hard not to lose consciousness. Suddenly I felt him biting my nipples hard and a harsh cry left in my mouth, I was whimpering and struggling to break free from his grip; I was begging him to let me go.

Non-stop tears were brimming from my eyes, I felt his hands moving all over my body, slapping and pinching, nipping and biting. I felt so fucking vulnerable and exposed for God's sake what wrong had I done in my life to go through all this in my life. 

From the corner of my eyes, I saw him getting undressed ready to tear and break me apart again, no no no please this can't be happening to me again.

I have to fight, I have to get away from this monster somehow I gathered all my courage and I started searching for something solid to hit him so that I could save myself and get away from him.

Finally, my hands lay on the stick and grabbed it without him noticing it. I took that stick when he was busy pulling his pants and hit him hard on his head, he grunted from pain and fell clutching his cranium.

I got up from the floor and ran away as quickly as I could to the bathroom and locked myself in. After a while, Neil came banging on the door. I cried begging him to stop all these things he was doing.

I screamed at him saying - By doing this crazy stuff Neil you think you can get me hooked with you for your life that's where you are the wrong bastard instead of winning my love and heart you are using this despicable means to make me yours, what you did to me today will only make me hate you more. 

Neil- open the fucking door Aiyla or I swear I will break it down, you are only mine Aiyla only mine and I will do anything to keep you tied with me by hook or crook even if it means to fucking rape you and make you pregnant I will do it.

Aiyla- Have you thought about your life and career, do you think my father would let you go if you fucking me raped me today, what you did is already bad to put you behind prison; do you just want to destroy your life? Have you not thought about your family? The shame you will put them through!

Silent, everything was silent only the sobbing of Neil could be heard.

Neil- Aiyla baby I'm sorry baby...I'm so sorry for what I did to you but I only want you to be mine, I only want us together happy; I promise I will change myself. Can you please give me a second chance, please baby!

How could I ever trust this monster again, never again am I going to fall for his false tricks! It's just his crocodile tears and he is like a lizard who can change colours anytime. I have to save myself this time; for now, I need to be cool and calm to get rid of him from my life and this time forever.

Aiyla- Neil I will give you another chance but you will have to promise me you will change yourself for me..for us. You have a great job waiting for you in Dubai, remember your visa came, do you want to throw that away too. I will only open this door only if you promise me you won't do anything to harm me again.

Neil- I promise baby, I will do anything for this to make it work between us please, just forgive me for what I did to you. Please, just open the door. I'm sorry!

I was quiet for a while thinking if I should open the door or not if I could trust his words or not. Ronin told me he had a plan to make Neil's life hell after he reached Dubai, I did not agree with him but after what he did to me I'm going to make him pay double and I will make him realize what hell he put me through all these years.

Yes, this is the only way I can take my revenge on him, for what he did to me. For now, I will just have to cool down and make him relax.

 Mission revenge Neil starts today. Get ready Neil for what's gonna hit you and you will regret all your life for all the physical abuse and torture you have put me through. For all the tears I have cried because of you. Today is the day you crossed all your boundaries and today is the day I'm going to make your life hell. Burn in hell Neil! You deserve every bit of harsh retribution. 

With this determination, I finally opened the door to my bathroom.