Survival Journey 18+ ON-HOLD

2. Once Valued

¶Aiyla PoV¶

Everyone needs a house to lie in.
but a supportive family
is what builds a home.

- Anthony Liccione

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Every child wants a happy family, a place where she can feel secure, protected and in the warmth of their loved ones. A place where she can live a happy, playful and carefree life where she knows she is loved and cared for without being insecure.

A place where she can speak her mind without being judged and a place where she feels protected and safe from the harshness of society. Just like any other girl I was happy to live in my own small world playing and enjoying life to the fullest.

I guess that was the best feeling I ever had without being able to worry about anything. I never had to think and fret about all the evil things that exist my life was simple and fun.

What else a girl needed when she had loving parents, a loving brother, an adorable grand dad and all the luxury she was showered with.

I felt like I was the luckiest girl in the world.

Once I was valued and loved by all!

I was in my small gaga world where I thought no one could harm me. I was so innocent and naive to think that life can be so easy to live.

Little did I know that evil was lurking around me clouding my happy life full of darkness.

Life had another surprise stored for me which I was not aware of, a surprise that was going make my life fall apart. A twisted fate that was going to turn my life upside down.

I started thinking of myself as a cursed child and started cursing my parents for bringing me into this world. Soon I was falling into the darkness, losing all hopes to live my life.

All I wanted to do was to run away from my family from the life of suffering. I became rebellious and started a war against my parents.

I stopped thinking what people would think of me what would my family say or think. It was me against the world!

So much anger grew inside me that nobody could handle my angry nature though I was already a stubborn and indignant

but I never used to be a violent girl.

However because of family conflicts I became more and more aggressive in nature. I was paying the price for my parents' mistake.

Whatever happiness I felt or had was just for a short period of time.

I never understood why fate played such a dirty and perverted game with me, why it fooled me!

I felt like so much darkness and negativity was surrounding me all the time. There were so many negative thoughts ploughing inside me that I stopped looking at life positively.

All the time I was desperately looking for answers..answers which were unanswered.

I still haven't got an answer as to why fate played me!