Why us? Loki×reader

the wedding

As Ashera sat redoing my hair, cursing under her breath. I looked in the mirror, completely zoned out. I looked like a raccoon. I couldn't believe it. Why me?

"I'm sorry for ruining my hair and make-up, Ashera." I said looking into the mirror at her. Ashera's expression morphed into one of confusion, and happiness at the mention of her name.

"It's okay Princess L/n, it was an honour to be assigned as one of your handmaidens."

I looked blankly ahead at Ashera's reflection in the mirror. She was amazingly beautiful. She had waist-length hair that was so dark when sunshine hit it looked purple(A/n: I have no idea if that made sense), dazzling amber eyes and an amazing body shape. I stared in awe, she was so perfect I wondered why she was only a handmaiden, and someone higher in the feudal system. (A/n: I'm assuming they have a feudal system in Asgard)

"I'm done," Ashera said after one final tug of my hair.

"Thank you," I said turning to face her, she was so amazingly beautiful. I sat there for a second deciding whether I should tell her how gorgeous she was before I realised was staring. Fuck. I looked down quickly.

"Are you alright Princess?"

"Umm... Yeah." I said blushing, "Also call me Y/n."

"Alright, Y/n."

"Uh, you look really... umm... nice today," I said with an awkward smile. Oh god, I sound like an absolute simp. Ashera looked at me in shock.

"Oh. Well, thanks! I wanted to look nice for your wedding."

"Well you do," I said back before I could stop myself. Ashera looked down and flushed red. "Well, I've got to go. I've got to be ready to walk the aisle in 5 minutes."

I walked out of my chambers and towards the dining hall they had done up for the wedding. Here goes nothing.

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Rasheria gave me a little shove and I started to walk. This was it. I took a deep breath and prayed I wouldn't trip in front of all of Asgard. I kept my eyes to the floor most of the way, trying not to trip on some rogue piece of fabric until I have to look up to safely climb the few steps to the podium on which Thor and I would be wed. The moment was here.

"Thor Odinson, my firstborn, rightful heir to the throne, do you take Y/n L/n to be your wife?" Odin boomed, his voice very near shaking the hall.

"I do," Thor responded simply.

"And Y/n L/n, third born to the respected King and Queen of Alfheim, do you take Thor Odinson to be your husband?" He boomed again. I took a breath but the air felt nonexistent, drowning in memories as they washed over me. I was entering a panic attack. I felt the eyes of millions stinging me as the walls closed in. It was getting darker, and darker, as the air disappeared being replaced by a deep dark ocean of anxiety. I squeezed my eyes shut preparing myself for the watery death, as a hand lightly placed itself on my shoulder. I turned to face Loki who lightly removed his hand and mouthed "it'll be okay. I've got you". 

"I... I do." I finally got out.

"With the power invested in me, I now pronounce you husband and wife," Odin said with a smile that was greeted by the cheers of the Asgardians. "Now we may vast in their glory. May the feast begin!"

The words were met with the scrapping of d on stone and happy chattering. My eyes scan the room, finally seeing Andrea at a table laden with fruit. I rushed towards it.

"Andrea! Hello, I'm so so sorry about earlier."

"Y/n! It's fine, it's okay. Have some of these (favourite fruit), it's amazing."

I pulled Andrea into a hug. I missed her. As we pulled apart, I noticed a cut on her kneck, she had badly attempted to cover up with make-up.

"Drea. What's that on your kneck?"

"It's nothing" she replied her eyes flickering over to where Thor stood surrounded by a posse of girls he was shamelessly flirting with. I followed where her eyes went.

"Drea."

"What?"

"What happened?"

"I can't." She slowly started walking away.

"What do you mean?"

"I just can't!" She said before rushing off. I looked around in confusion.

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A/N

It's a bit short sorry lol.

Idk what ima do with the "Ashera's really pretty thing" but eh.

also haven't had a panic attack in a while so I hope my description wasn't too bad.

Also, I have a lot of stuff going on in my life rn that's why I didn't post last month.

I have an idea for a book btw
Like an actual book book
Dw tho ima still posting it on wattpad<33

I love you in every universe<3333

Al/Alex/Venus

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