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𝘆/𝗻 𝗽𝗼𝘃
a week had gone by and i hadn't talked to
daniel or christian. daniel still hasn't come
home and christian is suppose to be home in
two days. i don't know what i'm going to do or
even say when i see christian again. i feel like
a part of me has moved on...but a part of me
is still holding on.

𝗱𝗮𝗻𝗶𝗲𝗹 𝗽𝗼𝘃
"hey corbyn thanks for letting me stay here
man. i know you probably think i'm
overreacting about the whole situation-" i said
while being interrupted by corbyn. "daniel i
don't think you're overreacting. i get it. you
don't wanna see y/n upset. and you don't want
her to be mad at you. i understand." he
replied. "other than anna i feel like you're the
only one who understands." i said.

"well do you think y/n is feeling any better
about the whole situation?" he asked. "i don't
know when i left she was crying and mad. she
screamed at me. she just seemed so hurt and
so surprised." i replied. "well are you feeling
any better about the whole situation?" he
asked. "i mean i'm still mad at christian. but i
miss y/n. and i want to be there for her. but it
seemed like she needed space." i replied.

"christian comes home in a few days and i
don't really feel like talking to him or even
seeing him right now. so i can't even imagine
how y/n must be feeling about it." i said.
"doesn't he come home on the night of the
charity concert we're performing at?" he
asked. "yea he comes home that night. why?"
i replied. "well i mean i'm sure y/n won't wanna
be home alone when he gets there and
everyone else will be at the concert. do you
think she'll come to the concert too? she's
never missed one of our shows." he asked.

"i doubt it she's so mad at me the last thing
she'd probably wanna do is come watch me
perform. and for once in my life i don't even
feel like performing." i replied. "daniel you
can't just be upset about this forever. at some
point she's going to have to face you and
you're going to have to face her. and you're
both going to have to face christian. you all
will forgive each other eventually." he said.
"yea but then everything will be different after
that." i replied.

"maybe things will be different but at least you
won't have to see your brother be with the girl
you're in love with anymore." he said. "it didn't
hurt specifically because she was with
christian. it hurt because she wasn't with me.
i've never told anyone this before. but the
night in paris when christian asked her to be
his girlfriend. that was the night i was going to
tell her how i felt about her. i had no idea that
christian even liked her like that. i had been
working up the courage to tell her for months.
and i finally decided to do it in the most
beautiful spot in the world. but i never got the
chance to tell her." i replied.

"daniel i'm so sorry. that must've been
heartbreaking." corbyn said. "yea...it was. and
a couple months later christian found out that i
had feelings for her when he found the lyrics
of a song i wrote about her." i replied. "you
wrote a song about her?" he asked. "yea...i
wrote about how she was with the wrong guy.
and at the time christian just kept arguing with
her. and when he would i would be right there
to comfort her and tell her christian was just
overreacting. every time they fought i would
tell them to work it out...and they did." i said.

"you just wanted her to be happy no matter
who she was with." corbyn replied. "that's all
i've ever wanted for her." i said. "i bet that was
hard to see her in those situations." he said.
"it's still hard. to see her worry about a guy
who doesn't care about her. it's hard to see
her everyday and not tell her how i'm crazy
about her. it's hard to be around her and not
be able to hold her in my arms. it's hard to talk
to her when all she wants to talk about is
christian. when deep down i know that he's not
the right guy for her. it's just too hard." i said
while tears rolled off my cheeks.