Dating Christian is a dream. But when he goes out of town to film a project and starts acting weird, everything changes. Luckily I have his brother Daniel there and my best friend Anna to comfort me and tell me everything is gonna be okay.
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𝘆/𝗻 𝗽𝗼𝘃 "good morning anna." i said. "y/n...is 4 o'clock. you slept through the morning." anna replied. "oh well...then good afternoon." i said. "you know what we should do today?" she asked. "go back to sleep?" i replied. "no we should go out and do something." she said. "no thanks i'm good." i said. "remember last time you didn't wanna go out and i made you? you had an amazing time and forgot about all your problems for a few hours." she said. "yes but last time i went out and i didn't want to was when all this drama started. i'm good with staying home." i replied.
"ok we don't have to go out that's fine...i guess we can just be here to welcome christian when he gets home." she said. "ok fine i'll go out. but only for a few hours then i'm coming back to bed." i said. "ok great. be ready by 6 we have dinner reservations at 7." she replied.
𝗱𝗮𝗻𝗶𝗲𝗹 𝗽𝗼𝘃 "how you feelin about christian coming home tonight?" corbyn asked. "i just don't think i'm ready to talk to him yet." i replied. "well just know you're welcome to come stay with me again anytime you need to." he said. "corbyn besson have i ever told you how much i appreciate you?" i asked. "eh...not today." he replied with a laugh. "alright boys soundcheck sounded great you guys need to start getting ready for the show it starts in a hour." our manager said.
𝘆/𝗻 𝗽𝗼𝘃 "ok anna i'm ready can we go?" i said. "you look so pretty y/n." anna said. "thanks i guess." i replied. "ok now whatever happens tonight just know that i love you and tonight is about starting over. leaving all the christian drama behind you." she said. "why are you making this so dramatic we're just going out to eat." i said. "right...right." she replied.
we drove for about 30 minutes until i saw a bunch of cars lined up the street we were driving on. and there were girls running toward a big building. then i looked at the sign that said "why don't we sold out tonight." "anna what are you doing?" i asked. "y/n please just trust me i would never make you do anything if it wasn't important." she replied. "but anna he won't wanna see me. and i don't know if i'm ready to face him yet. i'm scared." i said. "y/n please just trust me." she said. "ok...i trust you.but i'm only staying for a little bit." i replied.
𝗱𝗮𝗻𝗶𝗲𝗹 𝗽𝗼𝘃 "you ready?" corbyn asked. "i guess so. feels kinda off her not being here you know?" i said. "hey the night isn't over she might come you never know." he said. "i'm almost positive she's not coming and i wanna just call her and just ask if we're ok and if everything is ok. but i'm afraid she's mad at me." i said. "daniel i'm sure she's not mad at you." he said. "if she wasn't mad at me she'd be here.shes the one person who just puts a smile on my face at every show. and she's not here." i said. "i know man. but hey things workout in mysterious ways you know. "what's that suppose to mean?" i asked. but then we both ran on stage. i wonder what he meant by that?
as i walked out on stage i looked into the crowd to see if she was here. she wasn't. anna wasn't here either. i feel like i really messed up...even though i didn't do anything. once again christian goes and screws something up and yet i'm the one that feels guilty for it.
i want her to be here. i hope she comes. it's sounds crazy but she makes me a better performer. looking at her in the crowd having a good time dancing to our songs makes me so happy. i don't even know how to explain it.
when she's here it's like i'm singing the songs right to her. i somewhat feel lost now that she's not here. it just feels like a piece of me is missing and it's killing me.