Jack Harlow/Urban Wyatt Imagines

Jack Harlow Drabble

Maybe I should've gone with Jack to the studio, I thought I was going to be alright being here by myself after my mom died but I guess not.

Jack hadn't left my side after my mom passed away, always finding a way to work around me, and today he had to go edit some tracks and whatnot and I felt like I would be alright the few hours he was going to be gone but I was wrong, it started to feel like the walls were closing in around me so I grabbed my phone and opened the uber app.

I ordered an uber to come to pick me up, I grabbed my bag and met them outside, still debating if this was a good idea to show up at the studio unannounced. Once the Uber dropped me off, I walked inside a few people said hello to me as I walked to the studio Jack was recording in. I slowly cracked the door open and heard Jack speaking with the producer.

"Baby is that you?" I heard him ask as I stepped the door finally revealing myself.

"Uh-yeah it's me. I'm sorry to just show up like this, but i wasn't.." I started to say as he wrapped his arms around me.

"I know....it's fine don't apologize, I'm glad your here. Would you like to hear what I've been working on?" He asked gently pressing a kiss to the side of my head.

"I would love to." I said following him over to where he was working.

For the next two hours, I sat next to him listening to the different tracks that he had laid down and offering my input when it was asked by either him or the producer, and it was the perfect distraction to keep my mind off of things.

"You wanna tell me what's going on in that pretty head of yours? You had me worried when you just showed up like that." Jack asked once the producer left.

"Well, I was fine the first hour and a half you were gone because I had my schoolwork to distract me with. But then around the second hour when I finished and attempted to watch something, it was like my brain couldn't stop thinking about her and all the bad shit I said to her........and it started to feel like the walls were closing around me, so I decided to uber here and just be with you." I said as Jack squeezed my hands.

"Baby I know it's impossible to think about that stuff but you also need to remember your mother loved you so much and that no matter how much you two fought she still loved you with every fiber of her being and that she didn't want to leave you at all...she was really excited for her surgery so that she could do more stuff with you and all that but she was also in a lot of pain so you need to remember she isn't in pain anymore that she's up there with your grandpa whose taking the absolute care of her and they are always with you." He said as you nodded as the tears fell down your face.

"I know she is, it just hurts." I said.

"I know it does but it hurting shows how much you loved and cared for her. Plus I'm here whatever you need and so is Urban, he might be able to help you more than I can." Jack said making you immediately throw your arms around him.

"No your doing more than enough, I honestly don't know what I'd do without you. Thank you bubs." You said.

"I love you, sweetheart, there's no thank me. We're going to get through this tonight." He said.