And So My Dream Comes True.

1. When my world was tumbling down.

Authors note- This is so exiting, this is my first time writing a fanfic!!! I hope you like it... im going to try my best to make it as adorable as possible. It is kind of predictable what is going to happen in the end but I have afew tricks up my sleeve! I hope you enjoy it, so here goes...oh yea, am I supposed to have a disclaimer thingy?

Disclaimer- I do not own any of the characters from PJO and HOO.
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I sat in the gloomy darkness of the Hades cabin. I stared blankly across the room, my face devoid of any emotion. The pain of seeing them together was too much. I was overwhelmed by a flood of anger and sadness and so I did what I am best at. I fled.

I couldn't stand seeing them together. I couldn't stand the way Percy looked at Annabeth, so much love and caring under his brief glances. I couldn't help but be jealous... jealous of Annabeth. I can't help but think that it should be me holding his hand, staring lovingly into his eyes. It should be me that gets goodbye kisses and playful hugs.

But then again, it never could be me. Percy would never feel the same. Ever. I might as well think that pigs can fly... hmm who knows, maybe there is a monster that looks like a pig that can fly.

Probably not.

I still think that Percy should be mine. Ever since Bianca died, I had no one. No one to cry out for help to. No one to wipe away my tears as they rolled down my cheeks like they did every night before I had cried myself to sleep. No one to give me a warm embrace and tell me that everything is going to be okay.

And before Bianca died, Percy was like an older brother to me, and I admired the ground that he walked on. Even after Bianca died, after he promised to keep her safe, I still loved him. I tried to hate him, I really did. But one part of me knew that there was nothing that he could do about it.

Since I was ten, I had this battle going on within my head. Knowing that loving him was stupid but I did anyway. And the fact that Bianca was gone and I had no one to turn to didn't make matters any better.

And now I sit once again, tears rolling down my cheeks, my only company the shadows that follow me wherever I go.

I knew that crying wouldnt help, but how can I not cry when it feels like my entire world is crashing down?

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Yay so thats my first chapter for my first fanfic !!! I hope it was okay... I will write the next chapter as soon as possible but right now my brain says that I need to sleeeep!!!