So you came home after meeting with Chris, and Sarah was taking care of Luca "oh, you're home. It's only been like half an hour."
"Yeah, well, if that doesn't tell you everything, you need to know," you said, putting your stuff down and hugging Luca.
"Hi baby," You smile "did you have a good day at school?"
"Yeah, Tyler and I played on the swing set and miss-blah blah blah blah"🤣🤣
So you didn't want to text Chris because you were giving him some space to think for a while. It was a lot to just dump on him after six years. You'd be lying if you said you never thought about just texting him especially when you got your first ultrasound. You sat in the waiting room just a baby while all the older mums where with their husbands. It was scary and all you wanted in the world was to share that with someone but the thought of Chris hating you because you forced him to stay broke your heart.
To be honest now you didn't care if he ever contacted you again. You meant it when you said to him you didn't want anything. Now all you want to do is just forget about Chris. Luca, on the other hand, wasn't going to let you ever forget about him because he loved them.
They were supposed to be on the morning show for an interview, and, my god Chris looked like shit. You felt so bad for him you could tell he was so stressed and angry he wasn't talking, and he looked like he was zoning out.
As we were watching, you heard a knock on the door. You walk over to it and open it "okay, so before you say anything... I'm upset that you would think I wouldn't want my son" fuck it was Chris.
"I'm also upset you think it's your mistake... I had sex that night too." He continues.
"Chris, please" you say walking out of the front door
"Oh, and I'm also upset because you had to do this by yourself...I want to help you. I know I'm not obligated to, but I can't live with myself knowing I left you at 18 to take care of my son alone and scared." His eyes watering.
"It's okay...you didn't know. I'm so sorry I didn't tell you I was scared you would stop doing what you dreamt of your whole life for me." Your eyes now starting to water.
"Of course I would have....I loved you.... If you told me to stay, I would have stayed." He said with such passion you believed him.
"I know that's why I'd don't say anything... Chris we where teenagers we wouldn't have made it.... You would have hated me," You continued as you grabbed his hand.
"I could never hate you... here are three tickets to our show Saturday. Please come, you won't regret it" he smiled letting go of my hand and walking off.
You grabbed the tickets and said, "I'll think about it. Thank you"
He just smiled and shook his head. "I'd really love to see my son who you hid from me, by the way, at least once in my life" he looked like he was getting angry.
"Look, I said I'd think about it... he's six years old and shouldn't be out till god knows what hour you'll be done... I text you okay," You said, going from 0-100.
Chris didn't want an argument he just wanted to keep this civil so he could meet his son.
"Okay, text me please," he begged
"Okay, bye" You slammed the door in his face. You hid Luca from him. What a cunt. You would have told him had he called or texted you like he said he would. Fuck him. You raised his fucking son to be excellent, and now he's mad. Poor little Chris got to live his life while you pushed a fucking kid out your vagina.
....
On Friday, he texted you too apologise, saying he's sorry he was so nasty, and he wanted to be in our life.
Chan
"I'm so devastated by my actions towards you; I didn't mean to upset you... I understand why you said nothing to me.... I wish I didn't make you feel that way... I wish I didn't leave you like you meant nothing to me... like you were just some Slut I met at a club."
Y/N
"Yeah, well, not texting me or calling me for six years made it easier to forget you, so I'll give you that"
Chan
"You hate me.....I get it. I hate me too... I'm so stupid for leaving... I knew something was wrong the week I left....I knew it as soon as you said to me at the airport you felt unwell.... I should have stayed then... we could have raised Luca together."
Y/N
"No, we couldn't have Chris.... You would grow to hate me....we were 18 I knew nothing about babies and neither did you....Luca needed a stable home, and you and I couldn't provide that to him at that age.... I had to do what I had to do. I don't regret it... we will come tomorrow because Luca deserves to meet his dad...not because I owe you anything."
Chan
"Thank you, Y/N... I will spend the rest of my life making it right with you and Luca."
Y/N
"Don't you worry about me... worry about your son"
Chan
"I'll see you tomorrow night ❤️."

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FanfictionYou fell pregnant at 18 to your high school crush. what happens when 6 years later he returns. Will everything work out or will it be a disaster.