𝐁𝐚𝐛𝐲𝐦𝐚𝐦𝐚 : 𝐒. 𝐑𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐨

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟕.

It'd only been two weeks of looking for an apartment and you were moving into a two bedroom apartment with Suna. It was very small, and a little ran down since it was the only apartment you two could afford in California. That didn't matter though, you were happy to be alone with him. Suna was especially happy to have you all to himself.

Finally, you were able to relax. That's when you realized you hadn't gotten your period in a month. You frantically got up from the mattress and Suna grabbed your arm firmly. "Where are you going?" He asked lowly. "To CVS for a pregnancy test." You looked at him. "You know you can't go anywhere without me, who knows what'll happen to you out there alone." He pulled you close to his chest. You thought about it then asked him to get one for you. He agreed and put some shoes and a hoodie on.

You looked at your phone and went through your contacts. "Who do I call?" You asked yourself and then realized you had no one. All you had was Suna. "I don't need them, as long as I have Suna. Someone he really and truly loves me." You sighed and Suna came through the door with two pregnancy tests.

You took both of them and they both came out to be positive. "What do we do now?" You asked Suna. "Celebrate!" He smiled. "What?" You looked at him. "You heard me, we're having a baby. Isn't that exciting!" He hugged you and spun you around. "Not really, don't you think we're a little too young?" You ask him. "No, not at all. We have our own shit, we can 100% take care of kid right now." Suna looked into your eyes trying to convince you. "I don't know." You hesitated. "You trust me right?" He asked. "Of course, baby." You answered. "So if I say we're good, then we're good." Suna kissed you and went to the kitchen to open up a white claw.

You stared at the pregnancy tests, thinking. "You should get some rest." Suna came behind you. "You're going to need a lot of it with my baby inside of you." He kissed the top of your head. You gave him a small smile and laid down on the mattress. "Why do you seem so depressed about being pregnant by me?" He asked. "I'm not, I'm just surprised and I need time to think about it." You tell him.

"Is it mine?" He asked out of nowhere. "What?" You sat up. "Are you fucking someone else, is that why you're so depressed?" He started getting mad. "No, where'd you get that assumption from?" You asked him. "Give me your phone." He says. "For what?" You held your phone to your chest. "So I can know you're not fucking cheating on me." Suna says and puts down the white claw he just opened. "Well you're not touching my phone because I'm not fucking cheating!" You yell.

"Don't raise your voice at me!" Suna started walking towards you. "Don't raise your fucking voice at me, I'm older than you so have some fucking respect!" He yells in your face. He never yelled at you before so it shook you up. "Don't you ever raise your voice at me like that again, do you understand?" Suna looked into your eyes with an angered look. You stared into his eyes as you began to get scared for yourself. "Answer me!" He yells making you jump. "Yes, I understand." You nod. "Look at you jumping, you wouldn't have the balls to cheat." Suna walked back into the kitchen and drank his white claw.

You don't know when or how, but you ended up falling asleep. You woke up in the middle of the night because Suna woke you up. "Who the fuck is this?" He asks. "What?" You groan trying to wake up. "Who is this?" He gets louder. "A guy I used to talk to, why does it matter we texted way before we started dating." You look at the phone. "Why does he still have a heart by his name? You're still talking to him or something?" He asks. "I forgot to delete his number, can you just chill out?" You groan. "No, because someone's being unfaithful." Suna drinks another white claw.

"Suna you need to go to bed." You tell him and try to take the cam from his grasp. "Don't touch me you aids infested bitch." He moves away. "Wow....Suna, are you okay?" You ask him. "No, because I could possibly have an std from you spreading your legs open to everybody in California!" He yells. "I don't have an std, what the fuck? I'm not a dirty bitch." You say. "You are dirty, and I hope that fetus dies inside of you." He says. "Suna...are you serious right now?" You ask him. "I'm dead fucking serious." He looks at you and you start crying.

You turned away from him in bed and quietly cried. He snored throughout the night from being drunk. "He's just intoxicated." You thought. "He didn't mean it, he's just drunk." You kept telling yourself. The more you thought it, the more you convinced yourself that he was just drunk. During the night Suna cuddled you and that convinced you that he was just drunk and he truly did love you.

The next morning:

You woke up and got ready for work. Suna woke right up as soon as he felt you get out of bed. "Where are you going?" Suna asked. "To work, we need money." You tell him. "I'll get a job, you don't need to work." Suna says. "I should go to work before you do, then when you get a job I'll quit." You try to compromise. "Alright, I'll go to work with you then." He says. "Okay then." You shrug.

It was a normal day, he hung around the mall and watched you work. That's when a girl with tattoos came into the store. "I just wanted to let you guys know, there's a creepy guy hanging around outside the store." She told you as you were at the register. "That's my boyfriend, he isn't creepy just protective." You whisper. "Oh, well he looked a little weird." She laughed.

"He's a good guy, he just likes to watch and make sure I'm safe. Do you need anything though?" You ask. "I'm actually here for a job, I heard that your manager was leaving soon and I'd like to fill that position." She says. "And your name is?" You ask. "It's Erika." She shakes your hand. "Well the manager is on lunch break right now, she'll be back in about five minute. Give me your number and I'll tell the manager to call you back here." You get out a notebook and a pen. She gives you her number and you write it down.

While you wrote down her number, you noticed her staring at you. You hadn't noticed before, but she was gorgeous. "I'll be around the mall." Erika says. "Okay, it was nice meeting you." You smiled. "It was nice meeting you too, hopefully I'll be working with you." She says walking out the store. "I hope so too, bye!" You wave. In your peripheral, you see Suna glaring at you. "What'd I do now?" You thought.

Suna gave you the silent treatment the whole way to the apartment. You constantly pleaded and begged for him to talk to you but he wouldn't. "If it's about me smiling at work, I have to. It's a store for little girls, if I don't look approachable we won't get business." You tried to reason with him, but he didn't care. He ignored you like you were nothing. He didn't go to work with you the days after that, he just acted like you were dead and it drove you crazy.

Meanwhile at work, Erika ended up getting the job. You guys immediately started to get close, Suna didn't like it at all. "Quit your job." Suna tells you as soon as you get home from work one day. "Now you wanna talk to me?" You ask. "Don't give me a fucking attitude." He says. "Well I'm not quitting my job." You stand your ground and he starts getting in your face and yelling at you. "You like her don't you?" He accuses. "Not like that, she's a friend!" You yell. "Didn't I tell you don't raise your voice at me!" He yells. "Well your making me raise my voice!" You yell back. Suna raised his hand and you suddenly flinched. He didn't hit you though.

"Scary bitch, if your gonna raise your voice at me have some balls. You wanna tell and scream like you're tough, 'ooh, I'm bad' but your not! You a skank, all you wanna do is lick and fuck every person you see including your manager!" He yells in your face. "I don't wanna do that." You say. "Huh?! I can't hear you!" He yells. Suna had you backed up against the door, all you could do was take the hour long yelling from him. When he finished you rushed to the bathroom and broke down crying, even after all of that you still believed he loved you.

(A/N: Y/N needa stand up. Immediately, but this is only the beginning. Buckle up for this long ass ride. Xoxo, Samiya the author.)