It's really dark in this maze I feel so trapped and I don't even know how I got here. I swear this siren i'm hearing feels like its following me and getting closer. Every time i move it moves at my pace. Every turn I take its right behind me. This maze seems endless and I feel like I've been walking for days. I know my body's going to give up on me soon. I stop walking and let the siren get close if it's following me, there has to be a reason right? The siren starts growing longer and louder it almost sounds like an alarm? Oh Shit! It's my alarm going off for my job interview today.
"Fuck type of dream was-?" Anyways, I really hope its not one of the later alarms because lord knows I need to be on time I really need this job.
I sit up scrambling to find my phone and check the time before I let the panic set in. Where the fuck is it? I lift up all of my pillows and fumble with the cover before I decide to just get out of the bed and fling the covers. The phone flies across the room and into the wall. Now why did I do that? I walk over to the phone and pick it up. I take a deep breath before turning it over to check the screen.
"Fucking great" the screens cracked.
"I just got this phoneee. I hate it here" I whine and then look at the time. 6:45am great I have to get myself together in twenty minutes to make sure I have an extra fifteen extra minutes to get to the the office building with some extra time so i'm early.
"I'll be early by like five minutes" I think aloud remembering when I was young my mom told me thats how you make a good impression for a new job. It was one of those car rides where it's kind of uncomfortable since she was talking about things I wasn't really interested in back then. I let go of my locket with my mom in it that i play with whenever I think of her. Lets' get today over with.
I let out a nice long scream and stomped to the bathroom. I really hope the people under me ain't up because I know it sounds like muhfuckers in here catching the holy ghost. I look in the mirror and smile. Im really out here adulting like for real. I just saved up to get me a new car and now i'm living on my own. No room mates, people visiting, just me and silence.
"Hopefully this goes well" I think as I start wetting my toothbrush, putting toothpaste on my toothbrush, and wetting it again before I start using it.
I wash my face and take my scarf off of my head so I can fix my edges and start getting dressed. I put on cocoa butter and then my underwear. I put on the outfit that I got out last night. Im wearing all white ankle high heeled boots, a white turtle neck, and a matching cream colored skirt and blazer like coat.
I spray on some perfume and grab my purse and something quick to eat. I dont really have time to make any breakfast, so i'll make sure to treat myself to some tomorrow. I get in my car and turn on my bluetooth to connect my phone because personally if you drive in a car with no music...you need help. I start blasting me some Kehlani...listen I love her. I turn on my GPS and make my way to the building.
Why did I pick a place this far from my house. "what is wrong wit me?" I think out loud as a part in Piece of Mind takes all of my attention
~15 Minutes Later~
I walk up to the lady at the front desk with one of my best fake smiles since i'm so nervous my stomach is literally in my ass and I cant get a real one to show. Don't ask why i have more than one. My only answer is life and i'm sure that just creates more questions, and i'm not a teacher so I cant help you.
"Hello, My name is Kennedy Flair, I have an interview for a secretary position with Mr. Irwin Today". The bitch didn't even say anything to acknowledge my existence and just told me to have a seat. Now where the fuck do they do that at?
"bitch." I say under my breath as I walk away. That there is why I hate people. I take my seat and look over my resume for the 100th time this week.
"Ms. Flair" I hear my last name being called. I look up and look in the direction of a smiling lady motioning for me to come over. She's smiling unlike ms unibrow at the front desk. Thats why her lace was lifting. See if she was nice i would have offered to fix it but she want so imma let her keep embarassing herself. Me and Angel have some small talk as she guides me down a hallway that seems to go on for forever. Yes were friends now she's so funny. Im sure I zoned out in an attempt to calm my nerves because before I even realized we were at a big fancy black door and I was being ushered in.
~Time Skip~
I don't think that was bad. I think I could have done better or course, but I can't do much about that anxiety. God who am I kidding it was fucking horrible I was rambling so badddd. Im gonna cry when I get in my car I swear. I really needed that jobbb. I won't automatically go to not getting the job. Won't be good for my mental. I guess i'll find out in a week like he said. Im so nervous. I know y'all want to know so here's the tea y'all he was low-key fine, like fine as fuqqq. I wont even go into detail because i'll be talking for forever. I get home, take a shower, and throw on a pair of sweatpants and a t-shirt. I make me a plate of the leftover Alfredo that I made last night, eat , and watch Anime on Netflix for the rest of the day. Tomorrow i have to go see my big headed best friend Ky tomorrow. Im going to need the energy to deal with her tomorrow.
Kennedy Flair (ig: queenpokoo)
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Chapter one fucking done idk if i like this one all the way but i promise yall imma get better and make them longer. Just to let yall know im writing this with somebody else nUturrbb and were alternating so for now i have odds and she has evens until further notice.🙃
