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Beau's eyes open slowly. Then the realization hits him as he looks over at Daniel asleep in his bed. Fuck! Beau closes his eyes, the memories of the night before hit him like a tone of bricks.
Shit, what have they done? Beau slowly gets out of bed careful not to wake Daniel. Beau finds some shorts and quickly puts them on then sits down on the couch.
"Oh my God," Beau whispers to himself, "Oh fuck," This isn't good. This should not have happened.
Daniel was Beau's best friend. That was it. They were just friends. Fuck.
"Why did I fucking kiss him?" Beau was hitting his head. He wasn't gay, bi yeah maybe but he wasn't gay. He certainly wasn't gay for his best friend.
He can't believe that this had happened. What were they going to do?
Beau had been so wrapped up in his own thoughts he hadn't heard Daniel wake up.
"Morning," Daniel said nervously as he took a seat on the couch. Beau nodded in acknowledgement. "You okay?" Beau looked almost pale.
"Last night shouldn't of happened." Beau said without making eye contact.
"What?" Daniel's voice croaked.
"It shouldn't of happened." Beau looked at Daniel. "It was a mistake."
"Are you serious?" Daniel felt sick.
"I'm really sorry but this can't happen," Beau said motioning his finger between the two of them.
"Why not?"
"It could ruin everything we have worked for." Daniel couldn't believe what he was hearing. "I'm sorry Skip, but it just can't happen."
Daniel didn't know what to do. Ten hours ago everything was perfect, he wished that he hadn't of woken up.
"We can't tell the boys that this happened, okay? No one can know." Daniel had tears in his eyes. He did not want Beau to see him cry.
"Please Beau, what about what I told you?" Daniel refused to look up at Beau.
"Look it just can't happen, and besides..." Beau paused.
"Besides what?"
"I don't love you." Beau said in almost a whisper. Daniel couldn't speak. He was so close to breaking down in front of Beau but he knew he couldn't. He knew that he needed to get out of here as quickly as possible.
Daniel got up and headed to the door.
"I really am sorry Daniel, for everything." Daniel just closed the door and ran to his room.
He ran straight to the bathroom and threw up. Tears were running down his face. He was crying like he had never cried before. His mind was racing.
How could this have happened? Everything had been so perfect last night, and now it is all fucked.
Daniel fell to the floor, he couldn't stop the crying. He was hurting, but it wasn't a familiar hurt. He felt like someone was jabbing a knife into his heart over and over again. He knew that he sounded like a thirteen year old girl but he didn't care. He was in pain and he wanted the pain to go away.
Daniel's phone beeped signalling he had a message. He opened his phone.
He had one from Beau and one from James. He stared at his phone not sure if he wanted to see what Beau had written.
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Baniel - You're My Person
FanfictionDaniel just wants to be with Beau. Daniel wants to be with the one person he truly loves, but does Beau return those feelings?