Without You, I'll Be Miserable At Best

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A/N Sorry that it has been a while since I last updated :/ This is the second last chapter so I hope you guys have been enjoying it. Please leave comments and favorite, hope ya love it :]

***3 MONTHS LATER***

Beau was lying in his bed staring aimlessly at the ceiling. It had been months since he has last spoken to Daniel, begging him to give Beau another chance. Unfortunately for Beau, Daniel had chosen Tyler.

Daniel had come out to everyone as being gay. After the photos of him and Tyler becoming public there wasn't really any point in hiding it. The fans were super supportive and extremely happy which only aggravated Beau. It made him see that things would have been okay if he had taken a chance with Daniel.

Beau pulled out his phone and started scrolling through Tumblr. He always did this when he was feeling upset, which was daily. He would scroll through the Baniel tag and see how all the fan preferred himself and Daniel as a couple over Daniel and Tyler. Beau grinned as he looked through the different posts. Beau reminisced as he looked at the different photos of himself and Daniel. It shocked him just how much had changed between them. Beau put the phone down, sometimes it was hard facing the fact that things were never going to be how they were with Daniel.

Beau hadn't just lost the boy he loved, he had lost his best friend.

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The past few months had been weird for all the boys. It was hard living together when two people refused to speak to each other or even be in the same room. Beau spent most of his time in his room, as did Daniel. The other three boys were at a lost. They missed how everything used to be. They were a family, granted a very fucked family but a family nonetheless.

Luke and Jai had been especially concerned about their brother. They knew that he needed help but they just didn't know how to approach the situation. No one had really explained what had happened. Sure they all knew Daniel and Beau's feelings for one another but they just didn't know how it had ended so badly for them.

Luke decided enough was enough he needed to get Beau out of this depression. He needed to get Beau to man up and do something not just stay and sulk in his room. Luke knocked on his brothers room.

"Yeah?" Beau called out.

"Can I come in?"

"Sure" Luke opened the door and walked in.

"Fucking hell Beau, it's like four in the afternoon," Beau sat up in his bed.

"So..." Luke sat at the edge of the bed and rolled his eyes at his older brother.

"Are you okay?" Beau eyed his brother quizzically, "Are you okay with Daniel and Tyler?" Beau sat up straighter.

"It hurts, but it's okay. I'm used to it," Beau smiled weakly.

"What happened with you guys?" Luke was sick of tip-toeing around this.

"It doesn't matter what happened."

"Yes it does Beau! This thing where you and Daniel keep your distance and pretend not to care about each other is a load of bullshit and I'm sick of it."

"Well sorry for getting you involved," Beau bit back.

"That's not what I meant. I want to help you Beau. We are all worried about you and we just want you to be happy again."

"I haven't been happy for a long time," Beau looked down at his hands, "I'm the type of boy who smiles to make everyone's day, even though on the inside I'm dying."

"I know Beau and that's why I'm here." Beau looked up at his brother, "Tell me what happened."

"Okay."

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