IS THIS LOVE?

Chapter 9

Jin cracked open his eyes, he was feeling a sheer headache. He carefully sat up pressing his elbows on the soft mattress. His head started spinning and he felt like throwing up. Without wasting any more time he got off from the bed, and went to the bathroom in hurry. He sat down on the floor due to the pressure, he felt like someone ripped his throat, he was throwing the shit out of him, it was became more painful for him, as he was pregnant. He kept on puking until nothing left . He then , took an hour long shower to clean himself up. When he came out he felt really fresh. His heart almost stopped seeing the man infront of him. His husband, Kim Namjoon, who was standing with a bowl of meal, including medicine and water. Namjoon came nearer to Jin, and pulled him by waist then he nudged his on the crook of Jin's and inhaled his lemony smell. Then he pecked him on lips, as a reaction Jin gasped. But he pushed Namjoon suddenly, recalling a certain incident.

"Don't come closer to me, please. You are dangerous and harmful for me and my baby." Jin rebuked.

"Jin..i" Namjoon tried to speak.

"No no as I said, don't you dare try getting closer to me."

"Okay okay, I'm backing off okay? Just have the food and medicine, and don't forget the water. I love you." Namjoon said while taking steps backward.

Jin kept on looking at him, until he left the room, he felt a tinge of pain in his heart. Namjoon's soft face, his caring gestures everything was so wonderful, everyone long for this kinda love. But this is not his actual love, he had seen his real colour of love, HIS kind of love ...it was cruel, overpowered, extra possessive, suffocating, and lastly very very painful, but never pleasurable. Namjoon was not being himself right now, just because Jin had seen the murder, plus pregnant with his child that's why he wasn't doing anything, being all harmless. But Jin determined his mind that he wouldn't fall for his treachery.

He was thinking all these but find himself starving, as he let out everything, he quickly looked at the bowl, and started eating it, with satisfaction. After he finished, he took his medicines and finished the water. He felt like going out somewhere as he slept a lot. He came downstairs, and looked for Namjoon, but didn't find him, so he informed one of the maids and informed them that he was going out for a walk. He started to take his walk in a nearby park, he smiled adorably at the children playing there, he talked with a few of them, and playing with a small group.."Jinie?" He almost chocked on his saliva as soon as heard the voice.

"Soo?" Jin looked at him with large eyes.

"Jinie..how are you?" Soo hugged Jin saying that in a cracked voice.

"Soo..oh god i'm really happy seeing you. I'm fine and I'm pregnant." Jin's voice broke.

"What? You are -you are pr-pregnant? I thought you'll avoid it all."

"I wanted to avoid, but he has done it without my consent, and it was unbearablely painful for me." Jin said while crying and Soo was quick to pull him in his embrace. He softly pecked on his forehead, to make him calm.

"Oh Jin! Why did you agree to marry him? I told you, i could help you with the money. If you agreed we would've been together."

"No, Soo why would you clean someone else's shit, tell me? This was in my destiny."

"Sometimes we have the choice to change our fate Jin. Hey, if you still love me, let's run away from here okay? I will take care of you and the baby. I can be his father." Soo said.

Jin slightly pushed him,"no Soo, it would be so wrong, what will people say? And Soo for god's sake he is a mafia, it's not easy to escape from his claws. He has made me his, and i already witnessed a sight today, what happens to someone if he tries to snatch what belongs to him." Jin whisper shouted.

"I don't fear him." Soo firmly said

"But i do Soo i do. One should fear him." Jin spoke with same firmness.

"What will you do now? Huh? Tell me? Live with that bastard? You know a monster like him should be chained?" Soo replied.

"I don't have any choice." Jin hugged, feeling tired while standing all this while.

"Hey, Jinie fuck I'm so sorry, let's drop you home okay?" Soo insisted.

"Alright then." Jin agreed.

Soo dropped Jin home by his car and drove away bidding his love goodbye, which he never knew, if he would meet him again. Both of their lips formed a sad smile. Soo left and Jin entered into the mansion, he was feeling thirsty, so he headed towards the table and poured some the water in the glass and started gulping that down slowly.

"How are you feeling now Jin? Must be good, after back again in your ex- boyfriend's arms." A devilish smirk was playing on Namjoon's lips.

"Hyung please, let it be. What if it was a coincidence?" Jungkook spoke.

"Ahh ahh Kook, what i taught you? Have you forgot? When the elders are having a conversation younger's should not poke their noses." Namjoon told Jungkook as a father taught his 5 year olds some moral lessons.

Jungkook gulped looking at Namjoon who was taking calculated steps towards his husband and his husband unconsciously was stepping back. The glass kept on trembling in his hand and finally fell down, and glass pieces got scattered on the floor along with water. Jin kept on gulping hard, and started sobbing," n-n-n-no it w-was ju-just a-an ac-acci-accident." Jin managed to say, while stuttering in tears.

"Is it baby?" Namjoon cupped Jin's face and forcefully made him look at him. Namjoon kissed Jin's forehead with the same softness, even more softer than that, "i believe you love, i believe you." Namjoon smiled.

"Trust me Namjoon, it was just..

"I trust you with all my heart, just because you are pregnant, this time i'm letting it go." Namjoon whispered in his ears, and Jin gulped his nervousness.

"Jungkook, go home now, it's late. I'm gonna read something, not feeling sleepy." Namjoon uttered.

Jungkook turned around to leave and Jin was about to move, then Namjoon lifted up a chair and threw it on the glass cabinet where all the cutleries and plates and cups were kept. They all broke down with a shrill, loud shattering sound, making Jin press his eyes, while huffing in fear, and Jungkook froze on his spot, he didn't have that courage to turn around and see the sight. Jin started trembling, but still managed to run away from there and he closed the door of his room then pulled the duvet and covered himself fully while kept on shaking and crying. On the other hand Jungkook's face was covered with tears," hyung? When did you become like that? Have you always been like this?" He thought internally.

I know it's a short one, probably not that satisfying ,cupcakes 🧁...but you know I'm really trying to focus and creative and trying to write atleast a word everyday. Be my support, read my stories, share it , vote it and comment down your warm words ❤️you.