Namjoon's heart was beating against his throat. All his childhood memories were flashing one by one. When his mother left him, when his dad abused him brutally, the pain, the bruises, the....trauma. All he could think at that moment was, "can i be a good father?" "Do i deserve to become the father of that child, who was about to be born in any moment. At any moment i could hear the child's cry." Namjoon thought.
"It's gonna be okay." Yoongi rubbed Namjoon's back.
Namjoon held Yoongi's hands and looked at him with teary eyes. "Hyung, all my life I've never done anything generous, today I'm suddenly believing in God, having fear of God, will be forgive me for all my deeds hyung?"
Yoongi wiped off a tear strand from his own eyes and and put his hands on the younger's shoulders. "Namjoon-ah , aren't you already suffering for what you've done. Look, in this world, there is no good or bad exists, there is never black or white, it's always gray. People will say you are a bad person, a mafia, a ruthless person, running illegal business, but what you've achieved was never possible to be achieved if you were not strong, and intimidating. You not only raised yourself, but Jungkook too. You earned, fed both of you, completed education, gave us real jobs, saved our lives too, helped us to stand on our feet, and we are now able to serve food on the plates of family. You established the whole empire. None will look into the bigger picture. How much a person is good or bad depends on his circumstances. So, there is no right and wrong there's always less right and less wrong."
"Hyung---thanks! I'm greatful." Namjoon said.
"Yoongi hyung, Namjoon hyung." Jungkook came running with Hoseok , Jimin and Taehyung.
"Where's hyung?" Taehyung asked.
"In the O.T don't worry Tae, he'll be fine, just a few more minutes." Yoongi said.
"Fuck! I'm so nervous." Taehyung said.
"It'll be fine baby." Jungkook replied.
"Yes, they'll be fine, let's just pray." Hobi said.
"Uff, I'm never getting pregnant." Jimin said, and everyone laughed a bit.
(After some minutes)
A loud, ringing cry of a baby was heard. Namjoon's lips wobbled, as he hugged Taehyung, very surprisingly. Taehyung and Namjoon was a crying mess, and the rest was congratulating, while the nurse carried the baby with her.
"Congratulations, mr. Kim it's a girl." She said.
Namjoon held the baby with shivering hands, and teary eyes.
"My daughter?" He asked, with cracked voice.
"Yours." The nurse smiled warmly.
"Taehyung? Hold her." Namjoon said.
Taehyung took the new born and kissed softly on her forehead, Jungkook rubbed his back, while caressing the head of the baby. Taehyung looked at Jungkook, who was crying too, Taehyung put his head on his shoulder.
"Hello! Like the coolest uncle is here, and undoubtedly the hottest, when am i getting chance emos?" Jimin uttered.
"Here you go." Taehyung handed him the baby.
"Aww! Look she is smiling. Yes, yes girl I'm the most good looking man here, i know right I'm cute too. No wonder you are intelligent."
"Oh you got it wrong Jimin-shii, she is laughing because she just saw the clown." Jungkook interrupted.
"You shut the fuck up." Jimin replied.
"Let me have my sunshine too." Hobi said, taking the baby in his arms.
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Fanfiction"I ALWAYS WANT YOU RIGHT INFRONT OF MY EYES" with that Namjoon slapped Jin so hard that he landed on the couch, tears started rolling down from his eyes, blood was oozing out from the corner of his lips. Jin was shaking in pain, and fear and furious...
