But He's My Daddy...

Chapter 3

Willow's POV
I knew who they were don't think I'm weird. They're five seconds of summer for gods sake! But I didn't know that Luke was...
I looked around for Jade. I laughed when I saw her sitting on the arm of the chairs chatting to the others.
I turned back to Luke and my dad.
"Dad you never told me about this..." Luke said.
" He didn't tell me either..."
"Anymore I should know about?" Luke asked
I laughed.
"Dad has got like twelve kids!"
Dad mumbled something about relationships that didn't work out.
"I'm the youngest though. Willow Heddings." I held my hand out to shake.
He shook it and his hands were sweaty and nervous. I guess he felt how nervous I was.
"Im Luke Hemmings . We have different surnames."
"Actually the doctor made a mistake in your birth certificate and you were changed to Hemmings.
Willow do you know why I tried so hard not to get you put into care?"
"No..."
"Well I made a terrible mistake with Luke. His mum died as well but I was in such terrible grief I forgot about trying to keep Luke. And they took him."
A tear fell from my eye. I looked at Luke and he was chewing his lip.
"It was too late to get Luke back so when your mum died I needed to keep you.... You can't make the same mistake twice."
Thinking of my mum always makes me sad.
"Is there anywhere I can go to be on private?" I asked Luke.
"Yeah I'll show you my trailer."
I went in, closed the door behind me and started sobbing.
*knock knock*
"Who is it?" I asked warily. If dad saw me like this he would feel bad.
"Luke"
I opened the door a little and he came in.
I realised how bad I looked and I turned away.
"What's wrong? I'm sure I'm not that much of a bad brother am I?" He said jokingly.
I sniffed.
"Do you ever like feel that it's your fault you mum died?" I asked.
He put his head down and bit his lip.
"Yes... Every day..."
"I keep feeling that if I wasn't born that she would be here. It's not even a feeling... I know it is..."
"Shh don't cry"
Luke wrapped his arms around me and hugged me.
We were interrupted by a knock on the door.
When we pulled away Luke was teary.
"Sorry but we kinda gotta go now" Michael said
"You okay?" Luke asked.
"Now I am" I smiled as I walked out to Jade

Luke's POV

I felt so sad leaving Willow but being in a band takes up a lot of time so I hope she'd understand.
But I don't even understand.
Dad came to visit me every year but he still didn't tell me about Wills.
What Willow said really hit me. She felt the exact same way about my mum.
I walked with Michael Ashton and Calum to get my guitar.
They kept asking if I were okay.
"Come on we need to get out there !" I said trying to liven things up.
I stepped onto the stage looking happy but feeling crap.