More than friends

Part 4

LIV POV:

Paddy has been acting really weird recently ever since the incident at the funeral, I mean we still talk but something has definitely changed between us and I can't work out what. My feelings for him have grown stronger and stronger which is hard for me to control sometimes.
Maybe he's realised or what if he likes me. No he can't like me why would he like me there's so many better girls out there
I am so busy rambling on that I don't hear Paddy come into Toms room ( which Callie and I are currently saying in since he has moved out)
"Hey" I say in a small voice
"Hey" he says giving me that pitiful smile I hate. I smile back waiting for him to continue.
"Do you know what we've got to do for that English assignment sue next week"
my smile weakens as I realise all he wanted to talk about school and not our friendship or any pending feelings but I do my best fake smile and help him to understand the assignment due before going to bed.

A WEEK LATER

I am in school making my way down the corridor to my locker when I see Paddy at his but before I can approach him Jessica does. She is one of the most important and popular girls in school which is why I'm even more surprised when I see them start to get all touchy-feely. That's when my heart drops. He has someone else he has someone else what was I thinking he would never like me

Then I see them kiss and my heart drops, I make my way to the bathroom locking myself in a cubicle before anyone can see the state I'm in tears flooding down my flustered face, I pull myself together as I see the bell but my next class is with Paddy and I know he will suspect something is wrong.

2 hours later

I am currently sitting in my room occupied playing dolls with Callie as Paddy walks in.
"Baby can you go outside for a minute so I can talk to pads" I whisper in Callies ear. She runs out of the room probably to find one of her brothers (well Paddy's brothers but they've always been family to us) I look at him unknown to myself that a tear slides down my cheek. "Are you crying?" He says trying to hug me but I push him away wiping off the tear. "Why didn't you tell me about Jessica??"
Paddy looks down for a minute as of to question what he what's to say.
"Look I really like her and I think she likes me too but I've never really been in a proper relationship so I didn't want to tell you without knowing where it was going but I'm sorry."
"It's okay." I look at Passy feeling bad for just springing it on him so I pull him in for a hug making sure he knows I'm here.
"WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING WITH MY BOYFRIEND" I hear Jessica shout, frightening me as I jump off Paddy. Someone must have let her in to see Paddy. God, this is such bad timing.
"I'm sorry" I mutter
"No your not you little bitch you just want to steal my boyfriend, we'll guess what he's mine and you don't deserve anyone to love you because all you are is a little slut who craves attention"
I feel tears prick at my eyes as I look at Paddy. What a bitch, Paddy really know how to fuck things up. I storm out of the room going into the kitchen with tears still streaming down my face. Tom sees me and pulls me into him with a worried look on his face and he is fuming, he wants to beat up his brother for letting Jessica talk to his little 'sister' like that.

To be continued................

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