More than friends

Part 3

I'm sitting on Paddy's bed trying to write a speech for my dads funeral and I can't do it I just keep crying. Ugh why does everything bad happen to me???

Paddy's POV: Liv doesn't deserve this, she is such a great friend and I don't know where I would be without her and I just can't see her go through this so I got her a gift and I hope she likes it. "LIVVVVVV" I holler running up the stairs and when I get in my room I see her crying so I leave the present on the side, mutter a sorry and leave her to get some rest. I go back up and see the flowers I bought her in a vase with her gorgeous icy blue eyes admiring them as Callie starts to stir. "Hey you, why don't you go make Callie some breakfast and I'll help her get ready for the funeral"
"Yeah okay I guess"
I hug her and get Callies clothes ready and help her get dressed, after all she's like a little sister to me.
Y/Ns POV:
I can't think straight, all I can think about is Paddy and my dad, it's just too overwhelming!
I feel tears fall slowly down my face but I pull myself together as not to ruin my makeup and put on a brave face for Callie she's never been through anything like this before.
We all get in car paddy's family included and we drive to the local church where my parents wedding was and I was baptised, memories come flooding back, I try to push it away but it's to hard. I think paddy notices as he whispers in my ear 'remember that time when we where dancing around the graveyard as kids'
I burst out laughing as I remember us trying to balance on the graves and getting chased by our parents.
'Thank you, your the best friend I could have wished for'
He smiles in return to my comment and hugs me tight making me wish it led to more no stop what am I thinking he's my best friend but I just want to be with him so bad ughhh I hate this
We arrive at the funeral and Paddy takes my hand to comfort me as we walk into the church to take our seats. *10 mins later* it has come to my speech and I get shakes as I'm rlly nervous, there is loads of people here that I don't want to mess up in front of
'Hey look at me you'll be okay just speak from the heart' he places his hand on my thigh to comfort me but my breath hitches and he suddenly realises what he has done as he removes his hand from my leg and shifts uncomfortably.
I walk up to the front and take a breath before starting my speech
"My dad, where do I even bring to bring to words what he did for me and how he made my life so incredibly full and happy. He always had a way of cheering me up and encouraging me to chase my dreams and I am forever thankful. He was the best dad me and Callie could wish for and the best golfer in town" I finish my speech while smiling at Dom, after all he was so close with my dad.

I hope you all don't mind that this is a little shorter, give me some ideas in the comments