⧗ 𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑀𝑦𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑜𝑢𝑠 𝐷𝑖𝑠𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑒⧗

𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑡'𝑠 𝑆𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒？

Natasha's pov:

"Again! Your getting sloppy again, the avengers make you weak", I was doing ballet and my legs felt like they weren't there, then suddenly a guard pulled me into this room my ballet kit still on and my feet bleeding. And then they hand me a gun "go on shoot those people" Madame B say, I look at the people with sand bags on there head and without hesitation I shoot all of them. Some in the head and some in the heart, I watch as blood slowly drips out of the new bullet wound. Behind each know nearly dead body a guard stands, and pulls of the bags over there heads. I froze as I saw all my team and family I put my hand over my mouth trying not to cry because I know I'll get punished. I get pushed forward and they start speaking one by one before they die of blood loss. "It must be hard to shake the whole double agent thing, sticks in the dna" "Your the worst sister ever! it's all your fault I went to the red room and know you kill me" "I knew to never trust you" "your a monster" stop just stop please !"I should have never trusted you with my kids I should of just killed you" I was was crying and trying to cover my ears but guards were holding my hands behind my back so I have to listen. But the last one got to me really bad " I will never love you, you really think captain America would date the black widow! You kill innocent people your a monst-"

I wake up screaming, clutching my bed sheets for dear life, I've got sweat all over my body. My breathing is still fast. I look over at my clock but I can't read it because my tears so I pick up my phone but my hands are shaking so I put it down on my lap and the time is nineteen minutes past one, great.

I know I'm not getting anymore sleep so I get up and go to the toilet and then brush my teeth and wash my face. And get some leggings and a sports bra on and out a top over it and head to the training room.

But as I left my room I saw that Steve's door was open? Oh well probably just getting a drink.

I choose to go down the stairs instead of the elevator. I hear some rustling behind and quickly turn around to see nothing? What the hell....

As I was passing the kitchen I thought I would see Steve but I didn't and then I hear footsteps and whispers, this time I get out my gun and look around but still nothing, except a curtain blowing in the wind, weirded usually all windows are closed at night, I guess someone opened them after I went to bed.

I finally got to the training room still trying to figure if I was hearing things, but it's probably just from nightmare. I didn't even realise there was another person in the training room, I head over to the punching bad and start punching it, not even bothered to bandage up my knuckles.

I done that about for a good twenty minutes before my knuckles starts to bleed, I started to feel light headed and dizzy but this voice at the back of my head kept telling me 'to keep going, I'm to sloppy the red room was right I'd die without them' But then a pair of hands pull me away, I quickly grab my knife and try to stab them but they held my wrist and I look up to meet a pair of beautiful pair of blue eyes.

"Hey Nat it's just me, are you alright" I try to pull my hands away from his grip but it doesn't work. Stupid Steve he always has to be so protective.

"You shouldn't over work yourself, you just came back from the dead" he pulls me into a hug and rest his chin in my head, I try to break free but he just tightens his grip. So I give up.

"Pls tell me, you can tell me anything you know that" " I'm fine Rogers know let go of me" he pulls away but doesn't let go of my arms. "Not before I clean your knuckles" I know there's no point of trying because I'm to sore and he'll just win.

He pulls me to the medical bit that's in the training room and sits us on a bench. "Nightmares?" He suddenly asks as he looks up from cleaning my knuckles. I try to avoid his gaze "mhp" "hey" he gently grabs my chin to look at him "i get them to, we all do do you wanna tell me about it?" I shake my head.

So he goes back to cleaning my wounds without saying anything, we just sit there in silence for a bit, "the red room" he looks up confused. "There my dreams or nightmares as you call them" his face goes from confused to gently and he sits up properly and puts the med kit away.

I think he finished my knuckles because him moved up to me and hesitates but then puts a arm over my shoulder, it felt really nice. " I'm sorry, you don't have to tell me if you like" I lean my head on his shoulder.

After explaining my nightmare he lifts my head up by the chin like before, "your not a monster your the lost kindest person I know and you could never hurt us, don't listen to them there awful people, your funny, kind, sweet, pretty, and so so much more" I tried to hid my blush when he said pretty.

I just give him a small smile and we just stare into each other's eyes for a bit, before we start to lean in for a kiss.

"Hey love birds! Sorry to burst you bubble but we've got a emergency meeting in five minutes" Tony comes barging through, we quickly pull away, stupid Tony we were so close to kissing.

Steve was blushing and went flustered, which made me smile. But then Rhodey comes jogging in and hits Tony on the head. " why didn't you wait a minute they were going to kiss"

I just roll my eyes as the two start arguing. I up get up and drag me and Steve out the room to head to the meeting. Steve went to change quickly, I looked alright so I just carried on waking alone to the meeting and I started hearing voices again? I turn around and still nothing

Was something following me, no surely not or it would've alerted F.R.I.D.A.Y I hold my just in case and head to the meeting.

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𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑛𝑒𝑥𝑡 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑒 𝑔𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑟𝑦, 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑠𝑒 𝑡𝑤𝑜 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑠 𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑎 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑙𝑜𝑔𝑢𝑒.