Tales of Tales

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What am I holding on to?
After the two consecutive series. Our group is decided. Focus on each project.

Yes we have another BL series. This time we are not pairs. I am in a love triangle. Who will end up alone.
I am the pain in the lovers ass.
But in the end I will let go.

Toranim is paired with a new trainee. A girl.

Workshop for the series is placed in the afternoon then practice in the morning.

Tora's promise that he will find a way to come to me never happened after the second series. All of us get too busy.

It became casual. Between us. I do not feel the connection anymore

Or maybe I am just tired.

One free weekend.
"P' Bonus we are going to Siam tomorrow wanna join us?" Phon asked.

"I want to but I promised my mom I will go home to morrow." I said.

"Aw.. but BankTora said he will only join if you will also." He protested.

"Sorry Nong. I promised mom" I said.

"Then next time na." Phon pleads pulling my sleeve like a child asking for favor.

"Okay." I said and smiled.
He is happy with it.

I looked Phon us here means team a is in workshop.

I don't have workshop today.
And I dare not wanna watch the workshop they have in team a.

"P' Bonus. Since you have nothing to do why not join us nam" Thung asked.

I nod my head. Grabbed my bag. And leave.
Tung me and Junior went for a padthai dinner then, went home in our own.

Well it is a bit late now for we also had a little kareoke after a heavy dinner.

I went home and checked my phone.
Empty battery. Charged it. And that is the reason it became empty. I had tons of miss call.
And just 3 messages from Tora.
Where are you
Have you eaten
Answer my call

I called him.

"Finally!" A mad voice greeted me.

I am speechless.

"Where are you?" He asked

What I am older what is wrong with him.

"P'Bonus where are you" he asked again

"Home condo." I said

"Then opened your door." He said and the call ended.

I walked to the door. When I opened it. A mad gaze of Toranim.

"I have been calling you" he said. I walked backwards while he walks towards me.
He closed the door.

"What are you so.mad?" I asked.

"I am worried. You did not say you are leaving. You did not even asked me to eat with you. Instead you went out with Junior and Thung." He said

"Have you eaten dinner?" I asked

He nod his head.
He walked closer to me. Caged me in his hug.

"Are you avoiding me? You seems avoiding me." He asked.

Then I realized. I am making a distance between us.

I shake my head.
"We are just busy" I said.

He lift my chin and kissed me.
Shit I miss this.
I miss him.

"P' you can tell me everything. I am your boyfriend. Since the work shop in this project you became distant." He whispered between kisses.
His lips run on my neck.

Damn I miss that.

He hold on me tighter.

"Tora" I am trying to push him away for he is kissing my chest now.

"I missed you." He whispered.

How can I tell him.
I miss him
I am jealous.
And I do not know if I still can go on with he our relationship.

He stopped kissing me.
Looked me in the eyes.

"Tell me" he said.

"I don't know." I said. Because I really don't know how to tell him.
He sighed. He lead me to sit down.

He kneeled in front of me

"Do you really love me?" He asked.

I reached for his face. Both my hands hold his cheeks.

"I love you." I said. "But" I said.

"Meet me half way." He said.

"I love you but love is two ways. I cannot do this on my own." He said.

I moved closer to him.
"I am sorry I am just maybe jealous." I said.

He laughed.
He took a necklace from his pocket and put it on me.

"I promised you I love you for so many times and we are already more than year in our relationship. Please let not work destroy us." He said and kissed my forehead.

I hugged him. And pulled him up.
He landed hovering over me.
I initiated a kiss.
That we both don't wanna end.

Next thing I know we are half naked. Usually when we are like this we stop and run to the bathroom and there help each other release and shower.

"P' I want you" he groaned.

I gulped.

"I will meet my mom tomorrow." I said.
He smirked.

"I know but I cancelled it she did not mind for she said she also have something's to do." Tora said.

I shook my head.
He reached for his phone and mom really agreed to him. I reached for my phone. And mom miscalled and left message about what Tora asked her.

"I can't believe mom agreed on you" I said.
He just smirked.

But I can see the evil flirty smirk.
He hold on my waist and pulled me. Then he carried me to the bedroom.

"You rejected Phone's offer also. So we have all weekend just for us." He said.
He throw me on the bed.

I wanna protest for we will do this for the first time.
We are now both naked. Bodies making friction. Pushing and pulling each other while we try to kiss each other.

He pinned me on the bed.
I give in.
The. Slowly his kisses run down my torso.
To my harden d*CK.
He sucked me.
Til I ore cummed. I don't wanna choke him. I pulled him he handjobs me as I cum but still he is kissing my chest.

"P'." He groaned.
I am savoring the pleasure. then I remember he needs to release also

I can manage giving him a blow job.
I pulled him and roll our bodies. I ended up above him and started to give him what he needs.
Blow job him.
He tastes good.
But only his pre cum. He pulled me up.

"Don't wanna hurt your throat." He said.
I hand job him then.

We take our shower but again fail to make it quick for we had lots of make outs in there.

I changed the bed sheet.
And we went to sleep.

The while week end. We are together. And yes only the three of us knows it. Me him and my mom.

Shooting days came.
None knew the secret we keep for more than a year now.

And everytime I felt insecure. I hold on the necklace of promises. The witness of our exchange of promises in the dark. Behind the camera. And behind the knowledge of everyone.

Well now you know.
Who would believe.
It is not obvious right?
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End.
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