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Robaire x reader |angst| (sad ending)

TW- Suicide, SH, trauma, abuse,

I'm giving up. I can't. I have to, I'm never good, the doctor said I'm fine. I'm never fine. I've been hiding my problems for so long that I can't do it any longer. If I tell people they think I'm Insane if I don't they think I'm lying. I'm never getting out of this shot hole. The pastor was nice tho. He just said I'm fucked I decided to end it all. My arms have gotten to the point where I can't move due to the cuts I have made on them. I remember how my parents would blame everything on me. I deserved the pain they put me through. How many hits I have taken from them the starvation of my life. I already wrote my note to my husband Robaire. I don't know how he will react. He should forget me when I'm dead. Him dwelling on my will only pull him back. My note says

'Dear Robaire, I'm dead now. As if you didn't know that already. I just want to let you know that I want you to move on. Find someone that doesn't have my mental problems. I don't have anything left for me. I can't go to your shows and hear that beautiful voice. If I do then I get scared I see things. I'm sorry that I am never there to greet you and the boys home because of my trauma. Everyday to me is just a hamster on a wheel. Always repeating. Anyways, I would always love you . Tell your next girlfriend or wife that I said to take care of you. Kay? Don't try to look for me. Before I die. I want to look at the stars and hope to be one. Love, Y/N'

I put it on his bed as I walked out of the house to the nearby skyscraper and drove there.

^Robaires POV^

When I got home I put everything
On the dresser and noticed a note on the bed. I walked over and started reading. When I was done reading the note my heart was pounding. Fear overcame me. "I can't lose her" I said to nobody and ran out of the house. I called the police and went to the nearby skyscraper. I figured she would be there because she always went there to look at stars. When I got there I ran up the stairs. I bursted threw the doors on the roof. "Y/N DON'T DO IT I CANT LOSE YOU PLEASE" I yelled At her noticing that she was over the gate. I heard the sirens. She turned around and smiled and jumped. I felt everything just stop and I couldn't breath. I lost her. She was my everything. How did I not notice anything wrong. I'm mad at myself. I'm pathetic.  I should've been here sooner.

I'm sorry Y/N

Author Note (read it.)
If you plan on ending your life, DON'T. You don't know me and I don't know you. But I know there are people who love you. There are many ways to get better. This is NOT ONE. get help. At least make it to your 21 birthday! And I'll make a birthday party in a fanfic for you or even just for turning 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15,16, 17, 18, 19, 20, younger or older. I care for you all. And I hope you never consider doing it