Love among hate (Attack on Titan Male Reader)

training begins pt 2

You find yourself floating in a black void

(Y/n): what is this am I dreaming

??: I guess you could call this a dream I'm not entirely sure myself

Hearing a voice behind your back you try and turn around but having nothing to stand on you end up doing a type of backflip and are now floating upside down

Tilting your head to look up at the figure you see a woman with short black hair wearing a common brown dress

(Y/n): mom?

Anna: hi honey

Seeming to have more control over her movements then you your mom floats downwards so your face to face

(Y/n): how is this possible your dead I saw it with my own eyes

Anna: yes I am dead and I'm so sorry I left you alone

Tears began to fill your eyes you hadnt cried since the day you watched the armored titan crush your mum

Anna: oh honey

Your mum gives you a frown and turns your upside down body up right and pulled you into a hug and began stroking your hair like she did so many times before

Anna: it's ok (y/n) I might be gone but you've made some good friends in your time alone

(Y/n): but I could have tried to save you

Anna: no honey I'm glad you didn't if you had you would have only ended up dead

??: that's what I told him maybe a bit less nice

Confused you pushed out of your mums hug and turned towards the voice

And floating to your right was

you?

Not exactly you this you was younger probably the age back when the wall fell and instead of white hair with black tips he had black hair with white tips

(Y/n): who are you

(2y/n): I'm you born from watching mum die your mind couldn't handle it didn't you ever wonder why your emotions basically vanished

(Y/n): yes I did back round when I met Reiner and that

(2y/n): well here they are to stop yourself going insane I was made and you became cold and logical except you kept your anger and rage so for the past few years you've only felt Annoyance and anger and I've been slipping in and out building your bonds with those close to you if I hadn't we'd never have fallen in love with Annie

(Y/n): what I'm not in love with Annie

(2y/n): dude I'm your emotions this includes your love pretty sure I know what I'm made of and one of those emotions is love for Annie

Unsure what to say to that you look at your mum for help

She shrugs at you

Anna: it's your mind not mine

(2y/n): dammit we've run out time listen I won't be able to contact you for a while I mean it's been nearly 3 years since I last could but I'll be here making sure you don't end up alone

With that (2y/n) vanished into the darkness

Anna: I also have to go now

(Y/n): will I be able to see you again

She gives you a sad smile and fades into the darkness

(Y/n): mum!

       (Back in the real world)