He is Human (EN- SunKi)

XV

Sunoo

Riki is so much of a baby but at the same time, I find him weirdly attractive especially when he's dancing and he dominates everything on stage.

Right now, I am suppose to be asleep as it already midnight and we're early tomorrow but Riki decided to crash into my room again without my knowledge and slept on my bed. I mean, my bed is no different from his, in fact his bed is even better in my opinion.

But he decided to just crash into my room and now he's peacefully asleep on the other side of my bed.

"Your painting is really beautiful. . that nine tailed fox you painted, looks a lot like me. . . you seem fascinated by those, makes me feel at ease. "

I gaze towards the calendar in my room and I realized it is only two weeks before the special full moon. It happens once every 2 years anyway. Those time is when I will involuntary shift to my original form and I cannot control it whatsoever.

I just hope when that time comes, I will be in a place where no one can and will see me. The shift will only take seconds but I must stay in that form for at least 12 hours to regain my strength before I can shift again. In that 12 hours, I usually stroll through the forest and hide in thick branches. But now, I'm in the city, I don't really spot a close forest with thick branches to stay and hide. All I can think of is my room because it is pretty covered.

I can shift at midnight then stay in pretending to be sick until 12 noon. That could work and I can give everyone a heads up in the morning.

I slowly moved to turn off the lamp beside Riki when he just held me by my  waist making me fall on the bed as he pulled me closer to him. I felt him place his chin on top of my head making me smile and laid my head on his chest, this felt nice. I never cuddled with anyone before but he felt nice.

"Stay like this. . . don't go . . . promise me"

Why is he always dreaming of someone leaving?

"Sunoo hyung . . . come back"

And the weird thing is, it is always about me leaving him. It actually scared me because it might come true and seeing him this scared even just by dreaming about it makes me afraid of how he will react and how it will affect him if I really will leave.

Sadly, I still have to leave him when time comes. If I leave, it will take about a few years before I can come back. I just hope I can prepare him before that time comes. Or at least I made sure he's safe and can protect himself before that.

"Sleep now ok? I'm not going anywhere"

I fell asleep in that position as I am really feeling comfortable.

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I woke up the next morning with my alarm blasting through the speaker of my phone making me move to shut it down. It is already 5:30 am and so I went to the bathroom and washed up before I went to wake Riki up for our morning stroll.

"Get ready now, the sun is about to rise in a few minutes"

He groans before opening his eyes as he look at me.

"I'm so comfortable and sleepy"

"Not now . . quickly move . . then we'll get breakfast on the way back. Go get ready as I will just inform your parents"

He walked with his sleepiness still evident as I grab my phone and waller before I went downstairs to the kitchen where I saw his mom preparing the coffee machine. She always does that so when Mr. Jung wake up, he has his coffee ready. She really is hands on in this household. She cooks breakfast and dinner even if she works in the office with her husband. Makes me really miss my own mother.