Just one

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TW:sh,panic attacks, bullying

Karl POV

He hasn't brought it up just don't let it happen again and you'll be fine. Just don't zone out don't blush and don't stare and you'll be fine.

I was doing fine until me and Alex (Quackity) were walking in the hall to go to my locker on our way out of the school.

I noticed the boy standing at his locker. His locker is two lockers over to the left of mine. I wonder what would happen if I talked to him. He seemed like a cool guy he was quiet but had lots of friends. He was on the football team with his friend. I knew this because even though I am painfully unathletic I still enjoy watching the sport.

I snap back to reality when I hear Alex call my name he tells me that I zoned out again and he starts questioning me. The thing is I couldn't answer any of his questions without giving away too many secrets everything he was asking was one secret that I had in my pile of secrets. For example his one main question was why? To which my answer was "just thinking." But then he asked what about. What do I say to that.

I have a crush on a boy or do I say something about my panic attacks or my cutting or my bullies or any of the things in my life. I just realized how much I don't tell Alex he thinks I tell him everything I tell him nothing. I hear him call my name again. I must've zoned out thinking about how many things I don't tell him.

"What're you thinking about this time Karl. You keep zoning out and you won't tell me why."

"Alex I just I can't tell you."

"And why not don't we tell each other everything?"

"No Alex we don't. I zoned out the second time because I was thinking about all the things I haven't told you. And I'm sorry I haven't told you it would just ruin things and you wouldn't understand."

"Karl I don't have to understand I just need to trust you."

"And I know that but if I tell you you need to understand you can't just trust me. I'm sorry again."

"Yeah sure you are Karl I don't think we should hang out tonight I'll see you tomorrow."

"Ok see ya Alex." Ugh I messed everything up why can't I just tell him.

The boy isn't by his locker anymore Alex left it was just me I've decided I'm going to say something to the boy.

I get out a piece of paper and start writing a letter.

Hey,

I've seen you in the halls and you seem nice
I've wanted to talk to you for a while but,
I just haven't had the courage to do so.
I decided to write you this note instead of talking.
Don't feel pressured to write back. But I would love
it if you would. If you do my locker is 278.
I just want to point out these aren't love letters.
-K

I write the letter fold it up and walk over to his locker once it's in I can't get it back.

I put the letter in through the vents at the top. It's done he's going to get it and boy do I hope that's actually his locker.

I walk away from the locker and walk out of the school walking fast but not running. In the back of my mind I really hope he writes back but I'm trying not to get my hopes up.

End of chapter I know it's short but the next one will be longer I promise next chapter will also be from SapNaps POV just by the way. Will he write back? Will he not? Will it be someone else's locker? We don't know thanks for reading.

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