I M A G I N E S

L E T T E R

A/N:

Second. Sorry kung hindi sunod sunod kung sino yung mga nagretweet. Di ko kabisado eh. Lol. This is for @lukeyballerina (Her name on twitter) Diko pa alam user niya dito eh.

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L E T T E R [Michael Clifford]

"Shit! Don't let her die! Don't-- Shit. Fuck Ashsken! Hold on. ASHSKEN! YOU CAN'T DIE! WAKE UP! HEEEY!"- Michael

It was just a dream. A nightmare. A worst nightmare.

I'm dreaming about me and Michael. I'm about to die. No. I won't die. I'll fight with him. For him.

Three years ago, I was diagnosed to a Cancer. Stage 4. It has no cure. The doctor told me that I only have 3 months to live. Well, I don't believe her. She's not GOD to know when my life will end.

Michael Clifford is my boyfriend. We're turning 5 years this May. I'm so lucky having him by my side.

"Babe?"- Michael He was here. At my room. At the hospital. Exactly beside me.

"Hmm?"- Me

"I love you."- Michael.

He's soooo sweet.

"I love you too."- Me and then I smiled.

"Ashsken, you promise me. We'll fight huh? Don't leave me."- He started crying.

"Sshhh.. Michael, you're like a girl. You're always crying. I can't promise to not leave you. But I'll promise to love until my last breath." - I don't know why? I'm having a hard time breathing.

"Ashsken, you okay?"- Michael

"Yes, Michael. *smiles*"- Me

"Michael, I want you to be happy huh? I don't want to see you cry."- Me

"Ashsken.."- Michael

"Babe, Tell me a story. I wanna hear your voice. Until I fell asleep."- Me

"Okay. Babe." He started telling a story. Our love story. Though, it has a happy ending. We lived happily ever after.

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"Babe?"- Michael

"Hmm..?"- It's already 6:00 in the morning. Though I'm still having a hard time breathing.

"Good Mor-- Is there any problem?"- Michael

"I.. can't... br-breath."- Me

"Oh Shit. NURSE! FCK. WHERE'S THE DOCTOR! HEEEEY! IS THERE ANYBODY THERE? HELP MEEEE!"

"Michael.."

"Ssshhh. Babe. Hold on. Don't speak. We'll fight for this right?"

I guess this is the end. Flashback start. The day when I met Michael. The time when he was still courting me. Our first date. Our... first kiss. The day when I finally said Yes to him. The day when he proposed to me. And the days he was beside me.

My tears started falling. I guess this is the last. Goodbye Michael.

"Mi..chael... I can't really breathe. I wanna tell you something.." He started crying.

"I think this is the last.. I want.. you..I want you .. to be.. ha..ppy.. I'm ..always..here..fo..r you.. jus.t always.. re..member.. I'll always.. Love you... I'm sorry.."

"Babe. Be strong we'll fight for this."

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Michael's POV

Two weeks passed. I still can't accept that my babe left me. I'm here at her room. All our memories in this room started to play in my head.

She said she want me to be happy. But why did she leave me? Did she think that I'll be happy when she's not with me?

I opened her cabinet and found a paper? A letter?

Michael,

If you red this probably I'm not by your side anymore. I want to thank you. For staying with me. I want to hug you tight. Coz I know I'll miss you. I wanna kiss you until we're having a hard time catching our breath. I wanna sleep by your side. But I can't do this anymore. I know it will happen. I'm sorry for leaving you. I'm sorry for not staying by your side at the times you were down. But I'll promise to love you. Even though, I'm not by your side anymore. I'll show you my love. Everyday. I'll let you feel it.

Remember the first time we had a date? It's the best day for me. Even though, you look like an idiot there. HAHA. You spilled you're coffee to your suit bc you're too nervous. HAHA. I hope it will happen again.

Remember the our first attemp to kiss? HAHA. I'm sorry. I just can't help but laugh that day. You look so funny. When you close your eyes and point your lips. HAHAHA. I'm sorry for ruining that moment of yours.

But I won't forget the day I said 'YES!' To your proposal. It's soooo romantic. You're so sweet.

Why I am saying this? Because I'm too selfish Michael. I want you to be with me. I want to hug and kiss you again. I want to have a ride at your back.

I'm sorry. Yes! I'm such a fool. I want you to stay with me. Wherever I will go. I want you to die with me.

I'm sorry. If you don't want to. I'll wait for you. Even if it last forever.

I LOVE YOU MICHAEL GORDON CLIFFORD. I'LL WAIT FOR YOU.

Soon to be Mrs. Clifford,

Ashken

I want you to be happy Ashken. You're wish is my command.

I'll die with you.

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A/n:

I'm sorry. Magulo ba? HAHAHA. Di naman nakakaiyak eh. Di ako marunong magpaiyak so hope you guys like this. Sorry kase late. HAHAHA. Labyuuu Michael. :*

-iBabesss