It had been 9 months since me and Jerome got together. Worst decision of my fucking life, I swear I would do anything to go back and..change it.
A lot of thing's changed.
I mean ghost, soon later got off of Jerome's back. Im still pregnant. Lets forget how I killed Jordan, I wish I could say I regret it, but I do not..not one bit.
All I'm focused on is delivering my baby girl, Kiana.
"Yo, Kamara" Jaq says as she walks in.
"Jaq, I already told you, Jerome don't like it when your around" i said before taking a sip of my water.
"Dont' worry I ain't come for you b, I'm here to talk some business with him" she said as she came to sit down. She slightly spread her legs open.
"Babe who just came in..oh it's you" Jerome says as he walks in.
"Jaq stop-"
"Look, ghost wants negotiate some business"
"Tell him we can link up, today" Jerome says.
"Aight cool, I'm out" she leaves.
Jerome walks over to me and kisses my head, he then kneels down to kiss my baby bump.
"What's wrong baby?" He looks at me.
"Nothing" I didn't want to start a argument I get up and walk into the kitchen.
"Speak to me babe"he grabs my face.
"Jerome where were you yesterday?" I knew somehow he was going to lie to me.
"I told you I was-"
"No you weren't, tell me why today I open up snapchat and see that your with another girl, Jerome YOUR the one that impregnated ME this YOUR baby" My voice began to crack up.
"For fuck sake, why you always chatting shit" he shakes his head.
"Jerome I've had enough of this, you made these nine months fucking shit for me!" I cried.
"Babe I love-"
"No, no, no, you are not going to say that" I scoffed as I shook my head, pushed past him.
"Why you got to be such a fucking bitch?" As soon as he said that I immediately turned back around.
"Jerome what did you just call me" I tilted my head.
"Don't act innocent I see the way act around Jaq"
"Jerome-" All of a sudden I felt this extremely excruciating pain that I've never felt before in my belly, looked down to see liquid splash onto the floor, followed by a little bit of blood.
The baby.
"Jerome" I screamed in agony, he held me as collapsed into his arm.
"Shit". He mutters under his breath. He picks me up and runs with me to the car, huge amounts blood form a trail behind us as he carries me. He puts me inside and hurriedly goes to the drivers seat and begins to drive really fast.
I gripped onto the back of the car seat. I needed to deliver my baby Kiana, if I didn't I don't know what I would do.
As I went through this pain everything that had happened to me undercover was replaying in mind.
I need to deliver my baby.
I need to deliver my baby.
I need to deliver my baby.
By the time we had gotten to the hospital a whole blood bath formed in my seat. Jerome quickly picks me up carries me onto the hospital.
"I need a fucking doctor!"
"Sir im going to need you to calm down" A nurse walks over to us and tries to calm down Jerome as people begin to turn their heads around and look at us.
"My fucking wife's giving birth!" He shouts as four doctors come running in with a stretcher. Jerome quickly places me on the stretcher. As the doctors rush me into one of the rooms to give birth.
"It's okay baby we're going to deliver this baby, yeah?" He says as he strokes my hair.
"Okay madam I'm going to need to you to push okay" there's one nurse standing in front of me ,one nurse is at my left side holding my hand and Jerome's holding the other.
I use all of my strength in my body to push Kiana out.
"I'm going to need you to push a lit-"
"I'm fucking trying for fuck sake!" I snap at one of the nurses.
I needed to deliver this baby no matter what. I push again with more power and strength and I finally feel something come out of me, but something was wrong.
Kiana.
"Well done!" The nurse congratulates me.
One of the nurses looks at the other nurse a little concerned. The nurse takes my baby not even giving me a chance to say hello to her.
"Hey, where you going with my baby"
"I'm going to ask sit down okay bare with us-"
"No! Move out my fucking way where's baby" I get up and shove the nurse.
"Give my back my baby please!"
Jerome walks over to me in attempts to try calm me down.
"look at me baby, Kiana is going to be okay"'he holds my hand.
"No! Jerome!" I cry.
The other nurse walks over to me.
"Look lady"
"Move out of my fucking way" I shove her hard this time, causing multiple doctors to come rushing in. One of the doctors restrains Jerome dragging him out of there.
Another nurse from behind me, sticks a needle inside of me and I black out.
Kiana!
My baby!
Kiana please!
Where's my baby!
My baby!
Voices begin to overlap in my head and I instantly wake up. The rooms empty and im wired up to these machines. I try to get up but it hurts to move.
I wince in pain.
"Kiana my baby" I mutter under my breath and I break down into tears.
A nurse and Jerome walks in, as soon as he sees me he hugs me.
"Uhm, I have some unfortunate news...unfortunately you've had a miscarriage"
My eyes turned glossy, i see Jerome sit down and put his head in is palms.
It felt like someone had stuck multiple blades into my heart. I didn't know what to do or what to say.
Kiana.
My baby.
I carried my little princess in my belly for nine fucking months, just for her to die?
"No, no no" I shook my head in disbelief as I began to cry.This hurt so badly like someone had just fucking ripped out my heart. My child, my first one had died.
