Gambler

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User050617 @user050617

I saw him again, first time after ng field trip. I've been eating at japanese resto's for quite some time now. I also learned how to use chopsticks, minsan sumasadya ako magpa-order ng sushi kay Daddy pag-uwi niya.

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User050617 @user050617

Today I lost my dog, mom said Odi's too old na. Si Odi lang kasama ko for the past 9 years and now he left me too. I cried, then mom told me I shouldn't be like this that I shouldn't give everything I have because in the end I'll end up getting hurt and that everyone will leave this world, it's just a matter of time who'll leave first.

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User050617 @user050617

I don't want to raise pets again

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User050617 @user050617

Nakita ko yung I.d niya pero saglit lang and I saw a glimpse of it, I saw the word Rush. Maybe that's his name. And he's in a band, Quantum Leap. I watched them performed sa program kahapon, he's a drummer.

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User050617 @user050617

I heard the maids talking, pinag-uusapan nila na maghihiwalay na rin daw si daddy saka mommy kasi masyado na magulo. I don't want to lose my family

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User050617 @user050617

Nag-away ulit sila, ayoko na marinig yon I just want to be away. I wish I have older siblings. I don't want to be alone in these situations anymore.

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User050617 @user050617

For the past two years palagi kong nakikita si Rush na pumapasok ng may pasa. I heard some of his classmates said he's basagulero, I had to ask kuya carlo about the meaning of that. Naririnig ko na naninigarilyo rin daw siya saka nagsusugal sa likod ng school.

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User050617 @user050617

I only ranked 2nd this quarter. Galit na galit si daddy nung nalaman niya
Palagi naman siyang ganyan, he would always tell me how disappointed he is 'pag may nagawa akong 'di niya gusto but I can never get used to it. I still cry myself to sleep everytime I hear those kind of words coming out of his mouth.

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User050617
Mommy wouldn't do anything, she'd just look at me with pity. Maybe because masyado na siyang busy isipin yung problema nila ni Dad and I have to understand, palagi naman

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User050617 @user050617

Hindi ako nanalo na ssg this year, science club president lang. Tuwing ganito natatakot ako umuwi, scared to see my father's reaction once he heard of this.

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User050617 @user050617

I don't want to continue my piano lessons, I want to learn photography and film but I can never tell dad about this.

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User050617 @user050617

3rd quarter pta meeting, I ranked one but I didn't feel happy. Wala namang dumating para sakin. I wish I have supportive parents like my classmates have.

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User050617 @user050617

I caught rush smoking near the school today.