my first love fróði

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I met Kristinn in January 2021 i hated him at first but when i got to know him i actually liked him he is a good person and understandable i had a crush on him for a year now and i still like him,i love him.

Yesterday he blocked me "again" i was in pain i dont think i can function without him he's my everything i love him so much but he dosent feel the same way he has hurt me many times but i didn't take it seriously i still love him and i miss him so much i wanna be with him but i cant.

I couldn't sleep last night bc of that i was crying myself to bed and overthinking about the future should i go to Iceland or should i just let go? I love him to bits.

I know Kristinn well when he says something mean to me ik he doesn't mean it he's just in a bad mood:') ill never said anything bad to him cuz he's perfect.

I always talk about Kristinn bc he's a wonderful human being and i just wanna talk about him bc why not? He can play the piano he has a world record like whats not to like about him and he's rlly nice:')

I actually thought Kristinn would date me but he didn't but i was fine with it me and him are still friends and im greatful for him.

I met him bc of Connor my Australian friend he had a GC and Kristinn was in it and i added him and we started talking.

Kristinn can draw good i saw some of his drawings and its rlly nice he is a talented person tbh and i see his future and ik in the future he's happy and successful

I miss Kristinn so much i promised myself i would get him back i wish i do... I want him back so bad i regret annoying him in the past yr im the worst friend.

I broke up with my boyfriend for kristinn i love him so much i always listen to his advice he told me break up with him cuz im not happy so i did.

Kristinn knows my password i always trust him with it,i trust him with everything and i mean everything bc i love him that much to trust him.

I miss Kristinn so much him leaving affected my mental health... I want him back but i dont want him to hate me i will love him forever.

Its been 2days since Kristinn block me i keep overthinking about it
Will he remember me?
Will he forget about me?
Is he gonna be fine?
Is he gonna think im dead?
I keep thinking about it for some reason.

I would like to marry Kristinn one fay he is just so perfect im so Inlove with him i was him so bad i keep thinking about moving to Iceland but im oy 12.

I keep imaginung showing up to krisitnns house like "um uh does anyone named krisitnn lives here"
And then his mom/dad calls him and then i looked at him and said "um hi krisy"

Its been 3 days since Kristinn blocked me its hurts so bad i keep crying about it i miss him so much like he's the one that makes my day.

I logged in my old acc and i added him i hope he doesn't block i wish he just adds me back.

Kristinn added me back i sent him my apology note he saved it,and then unadded me but he didn't block me i was happy i added him again and then he blocked me im so sad about it tbh.

Kristinn logged in my acc i kept laughing i was so happy i added gim bc he unblocked me we talked for a while then he blocked me again it hurts so bad.

Its been days since Kristinn blocked me i made accs so i can add him but he just blocks it i have given up but i still love him to death

Its almost beena month... I dont love him that much im getting over him slowly but i rlly love him...

I remember when Kristinns friend smacked him with a piece of wood and Kristinn passed out on the ground and his friend was dragging him around

I stalked Kristinns insta acc and got his friend and his brothers acc i followed it and talked about kristinn and his friend told Kristinn but kristinn doesn't wanna be my friend anymore sadly.. i msged his brother and his friend knew cuz i posted it and Kristinn became friends with me bc he dont want me annoying his brother...

And yesterday he told me how im ruining his life that he dosent wanna be my friend anymore bc he dosent wanna deal with me:')

Fróði and Alexa's friendship ended March 12,2021 8:19 pm / March 11,2021 12:19 pm

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