forever and always - j.jk × m.sn

tears

Sana POV

I just finished practicing for our first full english single and recording our new album coming soon. Im super excited since I have invited my boyfriend, Kim Taehyung to hang out.

Its been so long since I saw him, I made time for him even during my tight schedules but he'd always tell me he's busy or some excuse. I showered and got ready.

He told me he'd be here by 7PM, its 7:23PM right now.

I sighed, "where is he?"

Suddenly the door bell rang.

I went to opened the door and welcomed him with a hug.

"Sana, you're hurting me" He said.

I chuckled and broke the hug, "Sorry babe, its just been so long since we met and I missed you"

I was setting the plates when his phone rang, he excused himself and went to the balcony.

"Sana, I'm soooo sorry but I have to go. Its really urgent" He said grabbing all of his stuff.

"But dinn-"

"Its okay, I promise I'll eat" He said and without letting me say anything, he left.

I sighed, this has happened several times before.

I decided to go outside for a walk since I wasnt in the mood to eat alone. I got my phone, purse and money just in case.

I went to a park. I smiled while looking at the water fountain, the place where Taehyung confessed to me and kissed me, its been 1 year.

Suddenly, I saw something, or should I say someone which make my heart shatter. Taehyung and a girl...kissing.

A few tears fell.

But many more fell when they pulled out of the kiss and I saw who the girl was...Tzuyu.

'She doesnt know that he has a girlfriend, right? Right?' Is what kept repeating in my mind.

'She didnt know that the guy she's kissing is her best friend, her unnie's boyfriend, right?'

They were laughing and giggling and giving pecks to each other.

"Thats how we used to be, before 4 months" I whispered to myself and chuckled sadly before leaving.

I cried for the hundredth time after recalling what happened that day. Its been 1 month since that incident. 2 days after that, Taehyung broke up with me.

"It was all so clear..everything. He left without saying anything when he got a call everytime. He used to call me Sana, not babe, like he used to before. He didnt enjoy my kisses, pecks and hug but got annoyed at them." I said and laughed at my stupidity.

Someone knocked on my door.

"Sana..I need to talk to you. Please come out. You havent even eaten since yesterday. Come on" Jihyo unnie said in a calm voice.

I sighed and opened the door to let her in, just because its her.

I wiped my tears.

"He doesnt deserve you Sana. He's a fucking cheater, forget about him. You have millions of people crushing over you. He's nothing." She said.

"How'd you know?" I asked sniffing.

"I found out about you both when you were in a cafe about 5 months ago and then I saw him kiss Tzuyu and you crying.." She said sighing,

"Unnie..please dont tell Tzu, she loves him. Please"

After 5 minutes of trying to convince her not to tell anyone, Tzuyu specifically, and she finally agreed.

"Now go wash your face and come outside to eat lunch" She said and was about to leave but stopped.

"Oh btw, we have a meeting with JYP-Nim 2 days later, he said its regarding the year end song festival and MAMA which is in 2 weeks" She added.

I nodded and she left.