Lily...
TW!!!
selfharm
I open the door and see Lily standing there. "oh go away," i say shutting the door but she put her foot there. "can we talk?" she asked nervously. "why?" i asked. "can we?" she asked again. "find hurry up," i said still standing at the door. "i- i just wanted to say im really sorry and i ho- "get out now," i say cutting her off. "what?" she asked. "Go... Now," i say. "i wasn't finished," she says sassily. "dont get smart now get the fuck away," i say getting mad.
"no, you cant make me," she says as i see a car pull up. "get the fuck off my porch before i rip your fucking teeth out through your ass!" i yell. "you can't talk to me like that!" she yells back. "hey y/n, everything okay?" I hear Kylee say. "remember Lily?" i asked. "yea- if your Lily get the fuck away now," Kylee says. "and who are you," Lily says rudely. "oh Kylee, your should remember me," she says being a smart-ass. "nope," Lily says. "oh well, im the bitch who chipped your tooth, remember now?" Kylee says stepping up the stairs. "y-yea," Lily says.
"What's all the noi- oh hey Lily," Mom says. "he- "No don't even start this shit, you come here tryna be all nice and shit but it isnt gonna work, now fuck off or imma beat the shit outta you, AGAIN!" i yell getting furious. "woah, woah, calm down, what happened?" Mom asked really confused. "well Lily here said she would be able to take all of us on and she called me many different names but most of all, she fucked my bf at the time but who is now my ex boyfriend," i say. "is the right?" mom asked. "no, i-i didnt, i don't even know why would she says that," Lily says getting really nervous.
"your lying!" i yell. "get the fuck outta here now you skank!" i add. "fine," she says crying. "you fuck my ex and your fucking crying!" i yell. "you dumb fucking bitch, im gonna fuck yo- " i say running after her. "beat her ass!" Jayla yells from the car whilst filming it. I caught up to her and beat the shit outta her to the point were my parents had to pull me off her. "Don't ever, and i mean ever come here again, you got that!" i yell as she lays on the road crying.
I walk inside and storm into my room, throwing this around everywhere making a huge mess. "Y/n?" I heard from my door. "who is it?" I asked. "Ky and Jayla," Kylee says. "come in," i say trying to calm down. "you okay?" Jayla asked. "no," i say. "why would she fucking come here when she knows that i fucking hate her gut and she makes me want to die!" i yell throwing more stuff. "hey, hey, hey, its okay," Kylee says. (TW) "no its not, im gonna try kms, AGAIN," i say crying. "no, were gonna get through this, were gonna help you," Jayla says. "there isnt anything i can do, i have to leave... now," i say looking through my draws finding a bl@de. "no y/n, dont!" Kylee yells as i _______ my wrist.
to be continued...
Im so sorry for anyone who has lost someone to this stuff. I'll try keep the smallest amount of this kind of stuff out of my stories.
If your someone who self harms, please don't, know your worth. Don't listen to other people, dont compare youself to others. Think about how many people wish to be like you, think how many people just wanna be you, people think your perfect, no one is perfect. You are an amazing person, no matter what. Think about the people who love you, it may seem like no ones loves you but trust me, many people do. Again please dont hurt yourself!!!
