Y'all what the fuck? I find it fascinating how people still read the stuff I made when I was 14-16 years old. It's so weird to me.
I would like to think I wrote better stories now but to be fair I probably don't. I mean the writings better but I still produce the same self indulgent nonsense.
I am becoming more and more of an adult and my cringey fanfic will haunt me more and more. I don't know why I haven't deleted them yet. I don't know why I haven't completely abandoned this account yet. I don't really have any friends here, I don't really write here anymore, I don't even read here anymore unless I need to cringe.
Wattpad is a cesspool of everything bad with capitalism and the internet but I still am semi nostalgic for it.
I know in most of these updates I try to be like "wow thank you so much" and maybe I should be more grateful but I don't really care about this anymore. I think this is just another example of my self indulgent writing.
