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D.C -Congress Heights📍
"So can I see Dayvon or not?" I asked his mom over the phone
She knows how much I'm so over nem him right now. Like I really wanna just say fuck him but I can't because we have a whole child together.
"Yea, I made his ass put you back on his list. I'm on my way now" she said
"Okay, thank you. "
It's been over 6 months since I last talked to Dayvon and it's nobody fault but his. He doesn't call me, he took me off the visitor list, and doesn't send back letters. He basically saying he don't give a fuck about me or our daughter.
Miracle and I were already ready I just made sure everything was in her baby bag and walked out my apartment. I took the elevator downstairs and walked outside and got inside his moms car and greeted her.
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His mom been back there for like 10 minutes and she finally came out so now it was my turn to see him.
I picked up Miracles car seat and walked to the back but this was a different section then last time. This joint was the one where you had to talk to them through the glass.
I sat at one booth and patently waited for Dayvon to a come. A few minutes later, he appeared on the other side but he didn't look like my DayDay. He had bags under his eyes, he lost weight, and he had some scares on his face
No funny shit but prison beating his ass.
"Hey Dayvon" I said
"Wassup Seylah" he said not focusing on me
"I-I brought her" I said and he finally looked at me
I leaned down to take her out her car seat and held her to where he could see her.
"I named her Miracle Saige Carter"
"When her birthday?"
"December 1st"
"I ain't want you too see me like this bruh" He said
"That's not the point Dayvon. All I wanted to do was talk to you. I had the worst pregnancy in the world. I wanted to fucking kill myself moe."
"I'm sorry but you think this shit in here easy for me? I'm in here losing my fuckin mind! My life over, Seylah. You got a life, go live it . It's no reason for y'all to come here. Ion want my daughter to see me through a glass screen for the rest of her life. That shit breaking me knowing how much Ima miss." He said
"You won't miss anything. We can talk everyday and we'll come see you every week. Dayvon we have to make this work. She needs you just as much as me and I feel like you giving up on us" I said scrunching my face up
