Love hurts

Part 4:The Kiss

Pope...
SHIT i think my panic attack starting up.
"you gonna do it" John b says i have the urge to shout at him.
"No" I say "i have a boyfriend, I'm not gonna kiss pope"
"its not like we haven't done it before"
Pope says. I look at him. my face turning red with anger. I look at JJ. I could tell he was confused.
"what are you talking about pope" he says his voice turning angry as he spoke.
"you dont know we kissed this morning"
JJ looks at me. He looked angry and sad all at once.
"yo-you what?" his voice breaking,
But he was keeping his tears down because he doesn't like to cry.
Hes never cried, or i have never seen him cry.
"im sorry JJ i was upset an-"
"i dont want to hear it kiara YOU CHEATED ON ME" he walks away but i follow him
"JJ wait i-"
"It wasnt what it looks like. ITS EXACTLY WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE YOU SAY YOU LIKE ME, BUT YOU JUST GO AROUND KISSING BOYS"
"bye JJ"
"WHAT?!" He says starting to tear up. Im shocked, he's never cried before i dont know what to do.
"were obviously done so bye"
"i-i dont want us to be done" he says looking sad, tears rolling down his face.
"YOU WERE JUST SHOUTING AT ME BECAUSE I CHEATED ON YOU,MAKE YOUR MIND UP"
I walk away and JJ starts to follow me.
"Kiara"
I turn around
"what now JJ"
He runs up to me and kisses me.
As we pull back i walk away.
My lifes a mess. I have a toxic relationship and i dont know what to do.
I just want my....

Mom
My mom i think. tears roll down my face.
I left them. I left them for what i thought was my family. When really there all toxic.
If i go back then i go to bording school.
What the fuck am i supposed to do.
I get my mind out of this overthinking hole as i hear my name being shout.
"kiara, kiara"
I turn around. I can't believe what im seeing.
"rafe" i say "what are you doing here"
"shhh" he says covering my nose and mouth with a tissue.
I struggle to get out of his tight grip. and soon everything around me turns black and so does my thoughts.
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