Suicidal Love [Beau Brooks]

Chapter 1

hi, I'm Grace March. 16, blond hair and green eyes, it's straight and goes down to the middle of my spine. (Picture above is Grace).

I lived in the city of Melbourne with my abusive father and drug addict mother. Both my parents are alcoholics but my dad is drunk more then my mom. My dad started abusing me when I was 6 and my mom did nothing about it. She just stared at me while he did it. I started self-harming and now I've got cuts and scares all over my body. But it helps I guess. My parents call me disgusting names and the more I hear them the more I believed them. I still do. It's kind of strange because if someone calls me names or something, I always know it's true and I have this feeling that I need to cut. I was happy when I found out that I could get razors from sharpeners, so I took advantage of it.

Now that I'm 16 I been having these feelings that I should run away. Far away. So far that no one could find me. I've already searched the Internet and I found out that you can get a bus from one side on Melbourne to another. It would cost me quite a bit of money, but when I was younger I saved all the pocket money I got from when my parents weren't abusive, and saved it in a jar, then I put it in a hole in the wall that my dad made. I usually cover it up with a picture that I hung up. So now my parents don't even know there's a hole there.

I walked over to the hole, moved the picture frame and grabbed the jar. I ran to my room so that my parents couldn't see me with a jar full of money, because trust me, that would not work out well.

When I reached my room I ran in a shut the door quietly. I took the lid of the jar, it took me a while because it's a large jar, but eventually I opened it.

I tipped out all the money and started to count it. So far I reached up to $47 and I've done less then half. I was about to start counting up till I heard a noise. I stopped.

*BANG*

Someone slammed my door open. I got a pillow quickly and covered up my money. I stood up and turned around. Shit.

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