PISTOL STAR ON EARTH

Some say am loosing it,
Some say am getting it,
Still whatever it is I'm falling in,
Stars are said to be too far but,
This pistol star shines in a feet,
Maybe the blind can't see but will still feel,
Your presence is a hard proof Angels exist,
Your mom choosing Angel was never a coincidence.

My beautiful guardian pistol star,
Ever since I saw you I became a star,
Whenever am with you it's like am on an altar,
The world stands still and take a deep breath,
Wondering who the luckiest man might be,
I never thought my lucky charm'd get me here,
Your tiny lips are the best gift here and there,
Your sweet smooth kiss is all I can't cease to taste,
Even when am a sleep my mind brings you on,
That day I first saw your beautiful face was never a coincidence.

D'you remember how I miss you every second?
To science that phenomena was never found,
To geniuses that's the thing they are looking at,
To history I might be the one to work on it,
But to love, it has been emotionally proven,
Missing you has become my daily routine,
As my blood circulates, as my heart pumps,
As my eyes blink, as my mind calculates,
Kissing you keeps popping on my mind,
That same night was never a coincidence.

I just discovered my best part of the day,
When you hold my cheeks in your soft hands,
Holding me close to you staring at my eyes,
All my life problems vanishes in an instant,
I can't help it but looking at your beautiful smile,
My mind blows up and hold my breath in a sec,
Only thinking of your name purifies the soul,
The way you hold me feels so holly the glory is mine,
I can't stop lovin you, try me at gun on my head
The night I said your mom would be the best ceramic artist was never a coincidence.

Dreams are good signs of a night well slept,
But nightmares are the worst night thoughts,
How would I think it would last this fast?
This taste was never meant to become spicy,
All I ever wanted was having you by my side,
For my, our days were meant to forever shine,
How is it so easy for you to cope with this slide?
How am I supposed to let you off my sight?
My life has never been ready for a deep dive,
Everything's changed now I think there is a coincidence.

I know he is there maybe I am a crazy retard,
How is it so hard for me anyway? I am tired,
I'm afraid I'll have to swallow it to you am dead,
Oh, wait, I am sorry I need to re-clear my head,
At least tell me to you I once lived, say it,
Maybe am the one taking it serious and you never meant a thing,
I have never thought of this pain for so long,
How am I so mad at a lad I have never met?
I have always thought that I would be the one,
Now I'm not am a  man down I think there is a coincidence.😳

...We've been doing great lately babe, thank yu,
The last time I wrote you I couldn't believe I didn't have you,
You just saved me from sinking in that cold sea,
It had been a living nightmare I tell you, you see?