"I'm gonna miss him"
¡! ❞ mitsuya takashi x genderneutral!reader
!!WARNING: contains spoilers from the manga
characters belong to wakui ken ღ
(might undergo editing and republishing as i go!)
Standing there, in your gang uniform watching as Izana and Kakucho bleed out on the ground. Tears streaming down your face, frozen in sorrow.
Running towards them, you got on your knees and cried. "No.. no. no! Izana please stay with me here.. you promised me we'd be together forever right? and after this we'll visit Shinichiro too so please..." you were pleading for him to stay with you, but it was no luck. You could have tried to call the ambulance but alas, this was least expected to happen and you weren't able to call in time, they won't make it.
"Don't worry, Y/N no matter what happens, I'll always be here.. with you." those were his final words to you before passing.
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[ Timeskip ]
After the Kanto Incident you've been trying to keep yourself sane. You lost your one and only love at the time, Izana. Kakucho has also had it pretty rough.
"I should check up on Kaku.." you pull out your phone and punch in his number and it starts dialing.. and dialing until you were greeted by his default voice mail he has had ever since him and Izana were still friends.
"Hey its Kakucho, you seem to be calling and I didn't pick up-- IZANA QUIET PLEASE. Ahem, sorry but yeah just leave a message and I'll get back to you as quickly as I can"
"Kaku, its me Y/N how are you doing? I hope you're well. Wanna hang out later like the good old days? Get back to me when you can okay?" beep.
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Some time passes and you get a doorbell ring. Maybe its Kakucho at your door. You get up from your couch and before you were even at the door a voice spoke.
"Hello? This is Y/N's house right? I know you don't know me but can I speak to you?"
You're confused but you open it anyway. You were greeted by a handsome man with long lavender hair and lilac eyes. "Uhh, yeah hi what do you need?"
"I just need to tell you something, its about someone you may know." you nod and let him inside your house and he sits on your couch.
"Yeah what is it..?" you ask him as you prepare some drinks
"Kakucho.. is gone." you dropped whatever you were doing and just froze.
You can't do anything but fall to your knees after hearing the news Mitsuya relayed to you "Y/N? Are you okay?".
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You couldn't help but cry hysterically. First you lost Izana and you lost one of your best friends who you treated like family. "Y/N, I'm sorry to tell you that. I heard about the news and I thought it was right that you had to know as soon as possible."
"Thank you for telling me but.. It's just not fair! Why does the world keep taking away everything that meant so much to me. Izana and Shinichiro are gone, and Kaku too?!" You were crying so loudly the neighbors could hear. All Mitsuya could do was comfort you through this. He offered to take you to your room so that you're more comfortable.
"Y/N, you've calmed down a little I'll tell you what happened. Kakucho was having a rough time coping with Izana's passing. It's took a massive toll on him that he couldn't take care of him anymore and that he just passed due to that. I heard he passed about 5 days ago and I learned about it just yesterday and I've been planning to tell you all of this today. I apologize if it was so sudden."
"No, its okay Mitsuya thank you for telling me again. I was planning to hang out with Kakucho today but the unfortunate happened."
"His funeral is in 3 days, do you wanna come? I'll take you there"
"I'm not sure, can you give me a moment to think about it? Maybe give me your number so I can let you know asap."
He stays over for the night to make sure you're safe and to also take care of you. Also to make sure that you won't do anything stupid when he leaves.
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A few days pass after that, and you tell him that you want to go. You're getting ready but you're scared. Every minute is agonizing, you feel like once you get there you're gonna burst into tears.
A knock at your door "Hey its me Mitsuya, just tell me when you're ready I'll be waiting outside"
You get a hold of yourself and respond "Okay! I'm on my way hold on."
He hands you his helmet "Here, wear this" you take it and thank him but you're fumbling with the straps to secure the helmet properly. He takes his hands and helps you secure it and gives a gentle smile.
"Alright, hop on" you follow and grab on the seat. "I think you may wanna hang on tight, I drive kinda fast."
"Ah no I'll be--" you get cut off from Mitsuya's bike going at a fast speed. In the fear of falling off you quickly hug his waist tightly to avoid falling off the bike.
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You arrive at where the funeral takes place. You take a seat beside Mitsuya and you're visibly shaking. He gently puts his hand on top of yours and gives you an assuring smile. It helped you calm down a bit.
Eventually, it came to your turn to pay your respects. You got up and walked over there, and you saw Kakucho's body. It was cold, still and dull, surrounded by his favorite flowers. You got on your knees and prayed. Then, you couldn't hold it in anymore and started crying hard. Mitsuya got up and rushed to you trying to comfort you also giving his respects to Kakucho and condolences to the other attendees that were there.
"I'm sorry Mitsuya." you bowed at him apologetically
"Its alright, I understand. You lost someone who you counted as family right? Its okay to feel like that. I'm sure you were also important to Kakucho." he hugs you to comfort you further
"Thank you Mitsuya."
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A/N: Heyy its me Reii again, I might have to split this into a few parts as I didn't plan this story to be this long. I hope you enjoy this first chapter! <33
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