Broken Love

Big News...

I woke up with 9 text messages, 5 missed calls, and 3 missed face time,calls. They were all from Shawn.

I started to,worry, what's going on? I clicked on my phone app and called him right away.

"Hey babe I just woke up what's wrong?!" I said getti,g out of my bed and putting my slippers on.

"Camille I need to tell you something.... I... Just... Meet me at the park... ASAP." he said, it sounded like he was trying to hold back tears.

"Okay I'll hurry, I love you, BYE see you in a bit.." I said worryingly

"Please hurry. I love you too.."
He responded and hanging up.

I got dressed in whatever I had, quickly washed my face but no makeup. I threw shoes on, got coffee, grabbed my phone and ran out the door to my car. I hope he's okay, he's really scaring me...

As I got to,the park I daw Shawn sitting on the bench with his head in his hands.

I shouted his name running toward him. He stood up and hugged me harder then he ever had before. What was going on?!
"I love you so much Camille,never forget that, okay? I love,you." He said with a tear forming in his eye.

"Shawn, what's wrong. Are you hurt? What happened?!" I asked.

" sit down in the bench..." he said

I did as he said and he held my hand.

"I have some great... But awful news...." he said wiping away his tears.

"Yea...?" I said as I felt my heart sinking.

"My manajor... He wants me to move back to,California after graduation, and get my,full on Career started, like,going on tours... Writing more songs etc..." he said crying hugging me.

But graduation is in 1 month... I thought to,my self. My throat felt warm, and it hurt. I felt like,I was choking. And I realized I was cryi,g too..

"What are we gonna do Shawn..? We only have 1 month until I'll more than likely never see you again, I love,you,Shawn." I said kissi,g him and hugging him.

"I know I'm sorry... I want to,take you with me... But it's not my choice, he's making me,go..." he says

We Sat there in silence just hugging..

"I love you..." he said calmly

"I love you too.." i said

"So is this it....? Are We still.... A thing.. Are we over...?" I asked.

"Don't say that Camille, we're still thing... For now, I dont know how were gonna deal,with lo,g distance." he Saud

"We can't.... I can't.. I can't date you and not see your face in person everyday... Plus you'll be too busy to face time me... And you're go,na meet all these pretty girls.." I said

""Camille... Are.. You breaking up with me..?" he said looking straight into my eye... I could tell ge was hurt..

I was trying to,decide if I was or not...

"No... Not yet....we're still together... It I th I,k its best for us to,split before you,leave....." I said still holding his hand.

"Okay... I'll always think of you Camille... I love you..." he said pulling me Into a kiss then hugging me.

"I love you more... Um... Let's get our mind off this.. Wanna go,for ice cream..?" I say faking a smile.

"Sure." he said. I could tell he was faking a smile too.

I can't believe this... Its like,middleschool all,over again. But this time.. Its worse, were actually in love this time.

Our middle school, love was so,adorable, it made me laugh...

"What?" he said cheering up a bit.

"I was just thinking of middleschool... We we so awkward... And adorable." I said looki,g at him

"" what do,you mean were? You still ARE adorable babe." he said putting his arm around me.

Man, I'm gonna miss this... A lot... How am,I. Going to live without shawn..?

-Skip ice cream-

I got home, I cried my whole car ride home.

I tried to walk up to my room without anyone seeing me..

"Why are you crying?" I heard a voice say "and why weren't you here when I got here?" I heard a voice say.

Crap! I forgot my friend Adreanna was spending the night tonight!

"Omg Adre I'm,soooo sorry, go up to my room, I'll tell you everything..

I explained everything to her.

"Omg I'm soo sorry Camille... I'm always here for you, like I have been for these 10 years we've been friends. If you need ANYTHING let me know and I'll be there for you. I promise."

I nodded my head and hugged her.

We took a lot of pictures, and selfies. We walked to Starbucks and back to her house.

It started to get late so we went to bed. After she fell asleep, I was still wide awake with thoughts running through my mind...

I started tearing up again. I finally fell asleep, with tears still in my eyes. I can't believe this is happening.. I just can't...