Dangerous Love - Kim SeokJin

Part 8

[Y/n Pov]

"Where the hell am I?"
Was the first thought I had on my mind, and then I started to question everything, where am I? what am I doing here? Who changed my outfit? What happened? Why do I have so many bruises?

I started to walk through the room trying to find something, but the only thing I found was my cellphone on the table. Suddenly two man open the door and enter in the room, both of them coming close to me and I started panicking and screamed. Some seconds later someone came running into the room.

"Baby? Are you ok?" He said with fear in his voice.
By this time I was lay on the floor crying, but when I heard this voice I lift up my head and look at him.
"J-Jin?" I couldn't believe in my eyes, what was going on?
"Yes is me baby. Are you ok? Are you hurt? Are you in pain?" He ask getting close to me and checking my whole body to see if I had some new marks. I didn't reply, I just look at him trying to understand everything. "Baby please answer m-" "WHAT THE FUCK SEOKJIN?" I shouted "I can explain y/n" "Explain? What the fuck?".

With that he told the guys to leave the room and leave us alone. "Baby let m-" "Don't 'baby' me, what is going on? Where am I? Why am I here? Who attacked me? And who the hell changed my clothes?" He look deep in my eyes,I could see how guilty he was, how hurt he was. "I'll explain." Jin told me to sit on the bed, he took a deep breath and started talking.

"You're in my house, this is one of the extra rooms, yesterday a guy followed you to your job and waited till you go out and attacked you,you send me some messages and I was fast enough to see them and get to you, when I found you, this guy were trying to put you in his car, you were pass out and your head was bleeding, my men helped me to save you and we bring you to my house, I have a personal doctor who took care of you, and after he did his job I bring you to this room and put you in some comfortable clothes since the other ones were covered in blood, the man who attacked you works for Lim Jaebeom, he's a Mafia Leader and one of my worst enemies. He attacked you trying to get me".

I was hearing all of this with widened eyes, in total disbelief, why is this happening to me? That's all too much for me to process in such a short amount of time.Seokjin notice how quiet I was "Baby please say something" I took a deep breath whispering.
"Who are you? What are you hiding from me?"
"I'm still your Jinnie, all of the things I told you was true, I just never talked about my job"
"Are you also...?"
"Yes" he look down "I'm part of a Mafia too".

I got up from the bed getting far from him and started crying "What do you want from me? Why did you make me believe that you loved me?" He rush and hug me tightly crying "Baby please don't say that I love you" "Then why did you lie to me?" "I was scared that you would leave me".

I took a deep breath trying to process everything.
"That's why you never took me to any different places? Only yours?" He nodded "In my restaurant I knew for sure you were safe and no one would do anything to us, I kept this secret to protect you as well, I didn't want you to be scared, and I always try to protect you cause I don't know what I would do if I lose you".

He hold me in his arms like I'm the most precious thing in the world crying "Baby I'm so sorry, I didn't want to hurt you I love you" I started crying as well, what am I supposed to do? I love him but a Mafia person? I don't know what to do right now. "Jin please give me a time to think about this" "of course, you can stay here and I'll be downstairs in the kitchen if you need me" he said and was walking to the door.

"No" I reply, and continue "I really want a time to think, not just a few hours, I wanna go home" "I'm sorry baby but I can't let you do that, is too dangerous for you to go outside right now" "so I have no option? I have to stay here even if I don't want to?" He nodded with tears on his eyes "I'm so sorry for making you suffer" he said and got out of the bedroom.

One of Jin's men stayed outside the room "ma'am if you need anything you can ask me, I'm Namjoon"he said and I just whispered an "okay" and lay on the bed trying to process everything,not knowing what to do so I just started crying until I fall sleep again. I woke up an hour later, feeling a little better but still bad. I took a shower and put on a shorts and a hoodie that Namjoon gave me earlier.

I open the door and Namjoon was still there sitting on a chair besides the door "Namjoon?" He looked at me and get up "Yes ma'am" "Can I - have a walk through the house?" "I'm afraid that I can't let you go alone" "That's ok you can go with me, I just need to walk a bit" "Yes ma'am".

Namjoon took me to a tourism in the house, I'm sorry the mansion, this place is huge, is almost like a castle, it has so many rooms, and it has a cinema, bar, a huge library, a gaming room, a gym, everything you can imagine it has in this mansion. While walking through the rooms I knew I had to try to get some information out of Namjoon do I didn't even hesitate to it. "Namjoon?" "Ma'am?!" "Tell me more about Seokjin, like his personal life, the parts that I probably don't know" he took a deep breath, but told me everything cause he knew that if he didn't say I would ask again and again.

He talked to me about Jin's childhood, how much his suffer due to his step father he said that his mom was forced to marry him because she was pretty and he wanted her more than anything, she had to accept it because by that time she was a single mom, Jin was only a kid and she didn't have money to raise him well. They got marry and Jin got a new step brother about one year younger than him. Jin's step dad was always aggressive to him and his mother,until one day when he was 17 Jin got home from school he found his mom dead, and his step dad with a gun, he immediately got extremely furious and hit his step father from the back,Jin ran to the kitchen,grab a knife and finish his job but then his step brother shoot him. Jin almost died but an old guy heard all the noises and called the police, when they got there they took Jin to the hospital. He stayed there until a man claimed to be his father and let him go, the guy was actually his father, but he never manage to meet him because he was from the Mafia, he didn't know he had a son, and when he find out his mom was already married so he didn't want to step on it. That's how Jin got into the Mafia family.

Namjoon also told me that his dad was murdered by Lim Jaebeom, his step brother who now is his worst enemy. By now I was shock, I would never imagine that Jin this sweet man would have such a dark past, I started to feel his pain and felt bad about him, but it still had my issues with it. While I was thinking about it Namjoon cut my thoughts. "Ma'am one last thing, I'm really close to Mr. Kim and I never saw him this way before, the only serious relationship he had was a long time ago when I wasn't working with him yet, and this girl cheated on him and left him to....to go with his step brother,she got murder by Mr. Lim himself after she cheated on him as well. The point is, he told me that this Is not what he wanted, he didn't plan to fall in love, but it just happened, he really loves you". "He does?" I said, my voice broke cause I was about to cry, Namjoon nodded "Every time you two had a date,he come home so happy and talk about everything and every single detail about you, what you were wearing, the way you laugh, how funny you walk when you wear high heels, he also spend hours searching for perfumes trying to find the same one you were wearing when he met you on the club".

Again my jaw dropped, Jin really notice a lot of things about me, I started crying and Namjoon kinda panicked, not knowing what to do. I calm down and look at him "Where is Jin?" "He's in the kitchen" "take me to him, please" "Yes ma'am".