Who am I again?

Waiting Room

(Thanks to my friend Minty. My stupid fanfic has a lot of views. '෴')

Nobody was allowed to see Aleks. He was in major surgeries for around 2-3 days. Everyone lost track. They were just anticipating for the time they can see him, hopefully not on a death bed.

JAMES POV:

I layed in my bed for countless hours. I should really eat too, I haven't ate since the attack. Only time I have gotten up was to either take care of Ein, or use the bathroom. Other than that I have either layed restless in my bed, I sometimes turned on the TV. Until I saw that he was on the news. I really didn't want to hear anymore of it. I have been asked for interviews but I haven't even gotten the energy to leave my home that often. I have also slept very little, since everytime I closed my eyes I would resee what I saw. Aleks falling down with sight of blood shooting out the other end of his head. Thats all I saw, I saw it. Why didn't I go to his side? Instead I ran inside to be met on the stairs with Intern Joe, Jordan, Seamus, and some others I could make out in my panic. I left Aleks alone, he could have been dragged off, but I ran from helping my friend. I could have been at his side while everyone else in the building heard the shots. But no, I ran inside cause I'm a bastard. I parked so far away, I could have parked near the building and got him inside so quick. But I thought it be funny to park him far away. The truck the shooters were in were drive by shooters, described by how I saw it by the police. He wouldn't be in the hospital. Nowhere near it. I can't even cry anymore, I have used them all. I was now just a lump in my bed. Ein would try and lick my hand, or my face every once in a while. I didn't smile though, I couldn't be anywhere near being cheered up currently. I... I keep repeating to myself why. That's all I keep saying, it plays on and on when I see flashbacks. Why why why... why. Even if Aleks does live through his injuries, he's probably going to be fucked up. He won't be normal probably. He probably will have nasty scars, nightmares for eternitys, body issues, something will be wrong. I can feel it.

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Probably several more hours passed before my phone on the nightstand vibrated. I'm shocked it hasn't died yet. After about 15 minutes of waiting and a few more vibrations, I finally moved myself over to grab the phone that held a message.

Jordan: "James, Aleks is going to live, his injuries weren't fatal. I want you to drive over to the hospital right now, he might wake up soon, his latest surgery was a while ago. I also want you to send a twitter, and tumblr update too. You haven't made any yet,  I just  want to make sure everyone knows who follows one or more creatures to know he is in the hospital, and is going to live now.

I don't like having to update and panic all the fans like this. But I'm sure it would be better to know that everyone is saying he's alright.

Also, I have to go to the police station soon, I want you to stick by Aleks, along with some others while I'm gone. I don't think you want to answer questions right now, so I will go before you, and if I need anything possibly answered, please reply if you can.

And if Aleks does wake up while I'm not there, tell him that I said that I give him best of luck, and a hug.

Good luck."

I felt the forming of tears in my eyes, but nothing came out. He's going to live? I put my hand over my mouth and started to feel my face become hot. Only thing missing was the tears. After I stopped yelling in my mind that hes alive. I decided to reply.

"Thank you Jordan, I WILL update as soon as possible, also I'll try my best to respond if you need something answered. And I will give him that hug for you."

I quickly jumped out of bed, threw on a hoodie, filled Eins food and water, also let her out. Then I rushed into my car and drove as fast as I could under the speed limit. Before I got out of my car, I decided to do a short as possible update on both twitter and tumblr.