You sit with him everyday at lunch, right across from him just so you can admire his face. It's pretty much been going on for months now. Your crush on him grows every day. But today was different. After lunch you head to the worst class of your life. A few minutes into class a girl calls your name. She continues on and says how she knows who you're crushing on. How could she know though? You've only told your closest friends and, oh right. You told that kid. Little did you know that kid had a friend who was also crushing on him.
They started dating.
You were so hurt, you didn't understand why he would just disregard your feelings. You've endlessly flirted with him. Is he really that oblivious?
They stopped dating after valentine's day.
Everyday you had to sit in front of him, smiling, and asking how his day was. All you really wanted to do was scream. Scream in his face ," How could you do this to me?". But that would just be crazy, right?
But it's all over now, he's single!
You can finally have your chance and tell him how you feel.
Oh, what? Now he's talking to someone else? Who? HER? Of fucking course.
Anger was the only emotion you felt.
What a slut!
Never heard of it again.
Now you become close friends with him. You're in his friend group now. Only, your not sure if he wants you in it. It feels like it's only his friends who like you, not him.
You finally get to hangout with them outside of school.
He gets close. Very close. If only he got closer maybe it would've been what you needed. A first kiss. Who better to give it to?
Reflexes and nerves get ahold of you and you place your hands on his chest to push him away.
Why did you do that?
Come on! It was so close! You're a sophomore and you still haven't kissed anyone?
He wouldn't stop making eye contact with you. He was giving you those eyes. The ones that make your stomach flutter.
We're all watching a movie on the couch.
He won't shut up about the guns in the movie.
I'd just laugh at his friends reactions because I wanted him to like me. I still do.
They wrestle and they fall off a couch.
So, I think it's a good idea and I grab his phone.
Spamming pictures of my face because I think it's funny.
And when he finally sees them he looks at me.
He said, "you're so annoying"
and my heart dropped. I was silent the rest of the time he was there.
